Jan 24, 2005 23:41
hiiya*--
sorry to be writing again tonight BUT i just wanted to say something to britt..britt*--i know things seem to be going all down hill right about now..you feel like you have nothing..and no one..its almost like you have no reason to live..you dont know what to do..your loosing hope..i understand babe* i do..i feel that way every day of my life.. so listen to me when i say this..life is hard..for everyone..some have it worse then others..your not being a drama queen..theres things in life that seem SO bad right now, but garenteed in a couple years we will look back, and the things we thought were unbearable now, won't be anything..you have so much to look forward to in life..your a smart and creative girl brittney..( not to mention BEAUTIFUL!)you can do whatever you want if you put your mind to it..so stay strong and keep your head up...i love you and im always here for you..through anything and everything k? you know my number..and my home is your home okay? if you ever need to get away..my door is always open! never forget that..i hate to see you so down..if i could you know id take all your pain away..after all..what are sisters for right? you aren't just a friend britt..your so much more..your my sister..my family..i love you! i look up to you more then you will ever know..the stregth you have amazes me..your always smiling..when i know deep down your falling apart..you always find a way to make me happy when im not having such a good day..you are an amazing person brittney..and i just want you to know that! i idolize you for your faith in God..i wish i had as much faith as you do..if it weren't for you, i wouldnt have any faith at all..you showed me God is always there for me whenever i need Him..and because of that i have became so much closer to God then i ever thought i could come..i know things are hard right now, but please don't give up faith and hope..God IS looking after you..He is always there whenever you need him..even when it feels like the whole world turned its back on you! He loves you unconditionaly..no matter what* pray to Him..and He will guide you..i promise you that..on a lighter subject..YOU KEEP ON KNOCKING BUT YOU CANT GET IN!!! haha* his name is RALLLPPPPHHHHH*!! GORDON!! boy, sit your ASS DOWN!* break dancin at 4 in the am* lol over 100 redbulls!! yummieeee* man oh man..good times CHONG!..only you hun..only you!! i love you more then words can ever express!!!!! you are my best friend..FOREVER*! haha*..keep your head up beautfiul!!! xoxo~
--cheech!!
p.s.--pj sparkles loves julie bubbles for life!!!
p.s.s.--i still oww you a gold fishie!* haha*