Dec 08, 2005 23:02
Added two more packing boxes to my slowly building up collection then did a fast clean up so that the house doesn't look like a disaster zone. That may sound ironic given the situation but I am trying to keep an ordered mind and house. Am afraid that if I don't, something will slip under the radar or come back to haunt me. Feel like I'm walking on hot coals tonight and wishing I had a crystal ball. Would love to know what's in the envelope Jenny has at school but in a way I also dread opening it. Hope my guardian angels are with me tomorrow and that I don't get pushed down into the depths of despair yet again. Or to use a writing phrase, that the axis of my world doesn't shift too far.
Tempted to take one of my antihistamines to help me sleep. Or perhaps a baileys.