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I'm going to reminisce about our summer. and I after, I want you to honestly tell me you didn't have fun. oh and just to clarify, I was planning on doing this before. Just so you don't think I'm doing shit for you.. you're not worth it. this is for me.
the pig game, trips to culvers, sitting on his step just talking, his twin, pet squirrel, bumper pool, rolling down my hill, banana smoothies, the lady on the phone who wouldn't stop talking, tripping the guy in his soccer game, wake up calls, maybelline sitting by the tree, the rock in my woods, his big stick, eating watermelon, the dariette, ocean breeze, his hat, the monkey in his head, "grow and be strong", the rose (which btw is still in my yearbook), our first kiss, making the fire, white out, the airplane man, 11 day streak of seeing each other every day, the scary dog, John Bush, the Russian (Kiss one hand, kiss the other, kiss), my awesome shot in bumper pool, talking about anything and everything, "ROAR I'm a bear. fear me. grrr", skateboarding, back rub, switching shoes, "fuck cars", Cedar House Rules.. or something. don't quite remember, "I feel like I'm living in a fairy tale", chasing the bunny, 1/2 ass kisses vs the real thing, poker nights, sponge bob game, cribbage, walking back from culvers in the sun storm, squeezing his fingers in the exorcist, "if we have kids.." talks, 3 kids, soccer mom, Guess Who, bookworm, our love marks, "Nick tastes like Cinnamon Toast Crunch", making spaghetti, throwing darts in the wall, petland, jamba juice, "my dad's home" we should go.. NOW!, secret kisses in the back seat, making up, chess, losing my queen to a pawn, Grind, Subway, the energy drink, Vegas style solitare (I SO go $384 yea thats right.. I'm amazing *takes a bow. haha just kidding), ...
this is where all the shit starts happening. So yea. those were the good times. and I won't try to pretend like I didn't love each and every one of those moments, because I did.
But we're done, and the bad things outnumber the good. so thats it. the end of you and me. I guess forever is a lot shorter than we thought.
the pig game, trips to culvers, sitting on his step just talking, his twin, pet squirrel, bumper pool, rolling down my hill, banana smoothies, the lady on the phone who wouldn't stop talking, tripping the guy in his soccer game, wake up calls, maybelline sitting by the tree, the rock in my woods, his big stick, eating watermelon, the dariette, ocean breeze, his hat, the monkey in his head, "grow and be strong", the rose (which btw is still in my yearbook), our first kiss, making the fire, white out, the airplane man, 11 day streak of seeing each other every day, the scary dog, John Bush, the Russian (Kiss one hand, kiss the other, kiss), my awesome shot in bumper pool, talking about anything and everything, "ROAR I'm a bear. fear me. grrr", skateboarding, back rub, switching shoes, "fuck cars", Cedar House Rules.. or something. don't quite remember, "I feel like I'm living in a fairy tale", chasing the bunny, 1/2 ass kisses vs the real thing, poker nights, sponge bob game, cribbage, walking back from culvers in the sun storm, squeezing his fingers in the exorcist, "if we have kids.." talks, 3 kids, soccer mom, Guess Who, bookworm, our love marks, "Nick tastes like Cinnamon Toast Crunch", making spaghetti, throwing darts in the wall, petland, jamba juice, "my dad's home" we should go.. NOW!, secret kisses in the back seat, making up, chess, losing my queen to a pawn, Grind, Subway, the energy drink, Vegas style solitare (I SO go $384 yea thats right.. I'm amazing *takes a bow. haha just kidding), ...
this is where all the shit starts happening. So yea. those were the good times. and I won't try to pretend like I didn't love each and every one of those moments, because I did.
But we're done, and the bad things outnumber the good. so thats it. the end of you and me. I guess forever is a lot shorter than we thought.