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I'm such an idiot. I knew that this was going to happen. and I didn't do anything about it.
We all know the saying.. fool me once, shame on you. fool me twice, shame on me. But guess what. That doesn't mean that any time someone forgives you, and you get the chance to teach them a lesson, you should.
I really don't want to talk about what has happened in the past two days. I'd very much so like to just forget about everything. All of the good, and all of the bad. and you know what? I'm going to.
I'll probably be writing about it a lot.. but don't talk to me about it. if I bring it up, just listen, but I'm warning you now, don't ask me what happened. I'll snap. and probably cry. and I hate crying in front of people. so just... don't ask.
Now I need to say some stuff.
I thought we were friends. It was enough that I was losing him, but I didn't want to have to lose you too. You were my buddy. You have been my buddy for a while now. I was willing to help you with whatever you needed. When you broke up with her, you told me about it, and I honest to God would have done anything you needed. When he breaks up with me, you suggest I get another boyfriend, and then you don't stop him from hurting me. I thought you cared.. I thought you BOTH cared more than that. but once again... Lauren was wrong. Because she's an idiot, and looks at people how she wishes they were, not how they actually are.
I have never done anything to you. I don't care what the hell you think. I haven't. and everyone knows that. Sooner or later people are going to see just how much of an asshole you really are. It happens eventually with all of your friends. have you ever noticed that? maybe all of your friends grow to hate you for good reason.
whatever. You're out of my life. and I'm not letting you back in. ever. fuck you, have a horrible life, and I hope you have fun in hell.
We all know the saying.. fool me once, shame on you. fool me twice, shame on me. But guess what. That doesn't mean that any time someone forgives you, and you get the chance to teach them a lesson, you should.
I really don't want to talk about what has happened in the past two days. I'd very much so like to just forget about everything. All of the good, and all of the bad. and you know what? I'm going to.
I'll probably be writing about it a lot.. but don't talk to me about it. if I bring it up, just listen, but I'm warning you now, don't ask me what happened. I'll snap. and probably cry. and I hate crying in front of people. so just... don't ask.
Now I need to say some stuff.
I thought we were friends. It was enough that I was losing him, but I didn't want to have to lose you too. You were my buddy. You have been my buddy for a while now. I was willing to help you with whatever you needed. When you broke up with her, you told me about it, and I honest to God would have done anything you needed. When he breaks up with me, you suggest I get another boyfriend, and then you don't stop him from hurting me. I thought you cared.. I thought you BOTH cared more than that. but once again... Lauren was wrong. Because she's an idiot, and looks at people how she wishes they were, not how they actually are.
I have never done anything to you. I don't care what the hell you think. I haven't. and everyone knows that. Sooner or later people are going to see just how much of an asshole you really are. It happens eventually with all of your friends. have you ever noticed that? maybe all of your friends grow to hate you for good reason.
whatever. You're out of my life. and I'm not letting you back in. ever. fuck you, have a horrible life, and I hope you have fun in hell.