Coming Out: Happy to be Gay.. Resent living with Diabetes
I hate being diabetic
I resent testing 10 times a day. My fingers hurt
I resent having to hide while injecting insulin. I am not a drug user!
I resent having to inject 5 times a day!
I resent feeling like shit when my sugars don't react well with insulin therapy
I resent the lack of morning wood because of diabetes
I resent anyone commenting about diabetes when they know nothing
I resent people who assume I became diabetic because of my weight
I resent insurance companies who don't cover insulin pumps
I resent my employer for switching to a cheap ass extended health insurer
I resent the lab techs who can't find a vein and think they can jab my arm around like its the orange they learned on
I resent having experienced a depression due to my diabetes
I resent pharmacists who don't read files and give wrong form of medication
I resent gastro intestinal neuropathy from taking diabetic medications (stomach acid turns off)
I resent regurgatating a meal due to gastro intestinal neuropathy
I resent waking from sleep to take a piss during the night
I resent the lack of control due to insulin resistance
I resent my birth mother for pre exposing me to the gene that causes Type 2 Diabetes
I resent my abuser for injuring me to the point I had to have 5 evasive surgeries back to back years after the fact to which my body went into shock and triggered my diabetes
It feels nice to let this go... I have never taken the time to share my experience living with diabetes and what triggered my diabetes.