Oct 08, 2006 23:52
With all the crazy shit life has been throwing my way lately it has been good to relax and get away from everything. I have had an uber amount of time to think about the directions I am going in my life. I have found some ways I was headed was not quite what I want. I have made decisions to better that and have full intentions of going through with them. It may be hurtful in alot of ways but I think that my quality of living will end up being better.
I have been seeing my doc lately and I am going to go through a freaky test. It is very scary for me but those close to me are helping me feel better about it. I guess you can only be healthy so long then things fall apart again. Thank the goddess for my STRONG friends.
I had a day out of murray yesterday that was exciting. It was nice to breathe another towns air. Driving in the country also gave me more time to think. All the trees are starting to turn and things are so beautiful. It is time for things to start dying before we go into darker times. We will be brought out in spring and things will begin to grow anew. I have a few things I am giving to winter to kill off myself. The negative things in my life are holding me back like a ton of bricks.
I hope everyone is well and enjoying life even though it can fling poo at ya. If the poo dont kill ya itll only make us stronger. he he he