(copied from TSR)
So.. *blows dust off of thread*
I just don't seem to have much to talk about anymore. My life seems to be consisting entirely of schoolwork, family issues, personal angst... and yeah, that about sums it up. *rolls eyes* Don't really want to go to school tomorrow. Never feel like I have enough time to unwind my brain these days.
Older brother is home from college, which is nice, I guess. Less room in the apartment, but I can deal. Twin had to go to the ER on Friday, but he's fine. (Thought he had appendicitis, but ended up being a couple other things.. he's always really complicated.) Had a family party today, which was good. My grandmom is a verrrrry good cook.
Had a sleepover last night with friends, which turned into an hour-and-a-half long "truth or dare" game, which ended up turning into a "let's share random deep facts about ourselves at two in the morning!"- most of these questions/dares/sharings involved sex. ~Woot~ oh how I love being a teenager. >.> But it was fun. We really need to do those more often. We also spent half an hour playing with bubbles and taking pictures of ourselves playing with bubbles... I love my friends.
Not doing so well on the writing front- got 100 words today and yesterday, which is better than it's been, but still not where I wanna be. I wanna get this novel OVER WITH already, so I can either fix it, or publish it, or do whatever I want with it, and so I can finally get back to work on my other ones! Not to mention the fanfic I haven't touched since August and now feel so bad about... >.>
And finally, my brain's just feeling... off, I guess. Having ups and downs due to loneliness, irritation at school (due to bad grades in classes I hate..), unproductivity (though I did get three drawings done this weekend, and they're actually good >.>), and a general feeling of singlet-ness. (For those who don't recognize that term, I'm used to having soulbonds around basically ALL of the time, and for the past couple months, I've been all alone.. and I'm not really liking it at all. :/ I miss saying "we...") Hopefully break will come soon and maybe I can try to get myself back on track.
*leaves hugs for visitors and some white hot chocolate*
I just don't seem to have much to talk about anymore. My life seems to be consisting entirely of schoolwork, family issues, personal angst... and yeah, that about sums it up. *rolls eyes* Don't really want to go to school tomorrow. Never feel like I have enough time to unwind my brain these days.
Older brother is home from college, which is nice, I guess. Less room in the apartment, but I can deal. Twin had to go to the ER on Friday, but he's fine. (Thought he had appendicitis, but ended up being a couple other things.. he's always really complicated.) Had a family party today, which was good. My grandmom is a verrrrry good cook.
Had a sleepover last night with friends, which turned into an hour-and-a-half long "truth or dare" game, which ended up turning into a "let's share random deep facts about ourselves at two in the morning!"- most of these questions/dares/sharings involved sex. ~Woot~ oh how I love being a teenager. >.> But it was fun. We really need to do those more often. We also spent half an hour playing with bubbles and taking pictures of ourselves playing with bubbles... I love my friends.
Not doing so well on the writing front- got 100 words today and yesterday, which is better than it's been, but still not where I wanna be. I wanna get this novel OVER WITH already, so I can either fix it, or publish it, or do whatever I want with it, and so I can finally get back to work on my other ones! Not to mention the fanfic I haven't touched since August and now feel so bad about... >.>
And finally, my brain's just feeling... off, I guess. Having ups and downs due to loneliness, irritation at school (due to bad grades in classes I hate..), unproductivity (though I did get three drawings done this weekend, and they're actually good >.>), and a general feeling of singlet-ness. (For those who don't recognize that term, I'm used to having soulbonds around basically ALL of the time, and for the past couple months, I've been all alone.. and I'm not really liking it at all. :/ I miss saying "we...") Hopefully break will come soon and maybe I can try to get myself back on track.
*leaves hugs for visitors and some white hot chocolate*