Dec 22, 2008 15:24
Daamn... I thought that since the weekend was good, today would be too. :/ Nope. First block went well, but second block was weird. We had a sub, which I suppose in theory was nice, but.. I didn't have much fun 'cause my computer froze, and it was in general a bad class.
Art class was terrible. We were painting our oil paintings- I hate painting. I'm terrible at it, and I don't enjoy it. And the teacher isn't particularly helpful, either. When it finally comes to be lunch time, she holds us back because some tables are dirty.. I feel pissed off. Lunch went alright... Meghan wasn't there. I only saw her... twice? today. That hasn't happened since she was "ghost girl." *sigh* But at least I got to talk to Taylor and Matt. There was a ten second food fight, which was kinda funny, though the adults yelled at us. (I understand, but why? That's like a staple of the childhood schooling! :P)
So I'm feeling okay going to English... class goes okay, whatever. But so I was miserable because I hadn't seen Meghan, and classes weren't fun, and I didn't feel like I talked to people enough.
I go out the door to walk home- it is FREEZING. (It was so cold this morning, the doors of Mom's car wouldn't open. It was horrible.) So I call Matt's house and ask if his dad can drive me. He says he can, so I wait, but he takes a while. Just saying it doesn't say how bad it was, but it was so freezing, and I got really really upset, and when I tried to stay inside the building, two girls started talking to each other about my jeans.. *right next to me.* They were saying stuff like how they were ugly or something. So I got pissed off and stood outside.. in the cold. So I was *miserable* and start to walk home when he finally gets there.
So today was just really horrible and I really wish I was friends with Meghan right now. I guess I'm feeling a little lovesick 'cause I didn't see her much today, and that makes me feel a little weird, but... it's true. :/ I just really wish I had someone to snuggle and complain with... I feel kinda sad, but I suppose I'll feel better later.
school: classes 08-09