bandcamp
band camp was this week, and considering how gay band was last year, i expected it to be pretty shitty. i was a tad bit on the wrong side on that assumption. although i will say one thing, leadership is a lot more work than people seem to think. well, anyway, things when pretty well, but friday and saturday the line had the discipline i wanted it too, with a couple of occasional ticks here and there all in all its not bad. ive gotten a lot better at marching, i hit my spot in the grid everytime and atleast the left side of the line dresses to me (the next to center on the right seems to think hes always right, but thats another story) anyway, back to my point, the instructors and drum majors seem to really be happy with me and whats going on with the line which is good. its sort of a self esteem booster and shit, which will inadvertenly (sp?) lead to better leadership. the other good thing about this week is that everybody at work is telling me how much the miss me and the whole sorta "damn, he actually got shit done around here" which is good. im appreciated in the spots that i wanted to be and thats good. now all i hafta do is solve that one problem that has been plaguing me fore quite a while now (im sure you can all figure out what that is. saturday after our performance some of us went to jens house to watch bourne identity, my first time, and im sure it would ahve been a good movie if we werent talking the entire time. after that we went witha bunch more bandgeeks to see bourne supremacy. it was a good movie and made it almost like i had paid attention to the first one. that was awesome, it was good times. we talked a little about leadership in the car, me and jen and leah and all them. its crazy. its amazing how many ways people can look at things. anyway, this morning my mom and bro left for montanna, which leaves me and my dad here with the house to ourselves. its really frickin quiet around here. so i woke up at 6 to say goodbye and never went back to sleep. so then i went to circuit city to check out systems for my room and the guy there was offering to help everyone else but me so finally i asked him and he recomended a dogshit system. so i rode over to best buy, a manager was checking something out, asked if i needed help, and then sent a guy over. this guy was able to answer my questions and wasnt a total chode. i ended up getting a really good system and it sounds great. i spent the afternoon setting it up (kinda pointless since ill be moving it in four days anyway. its arite though, so now im gunna sell the old DVD player to little KKD who did rather well at bandcamp this year. anyway, tomorrow is bowling with gambi and some other bandgeeks and some helping my sister move in there somewhere. today i fell asleep at 4PM and woke up at 8PM, so i dont know if im gunna sleep tonight. ill prolly just pack and all that. im really excited. this is gunna be a great year. im gunna be leading one of the best drumlines in tucson, making some decent money, and living in the guestroom in solitary confinement. btw, once i get everything set up in there, im gunna be having plenty of people oiver for movies and shit. anyway, i believe it is time for me to part, so i will see you later.
I'm all at sea
Where no one can bother me
Forgot my roots
If only for a day
Just me and my thoughts
Sitting far away
Like a warm drink it seeps into my soul
Please just leave me right here on my own
Later on you could spend some time with me
If you want to, all at sea
I'm all at sea
Where no one can bother me
I sleep by myself
I drink on my own
I don’t speak to nobody
I gave away my phone
Like a warm drink it seeps into my soul
Please just leave me right here on my own
Later on you could spend some time with me
If you want to, all at sea
Now I need you more than ever
I need you more than ever now
If you don’t need it every day
But sometimes don’t you just crave
To disappear within your mind
You never know what you might find
So come and spend some time with me
And we will spend it all at sea
Like a warm drink it seeps into my soul
Please just leave me right here on my own
Later on you could spend some time with me
If you want to, all at sea
Ooooh
If you want to, all at sea
If you want to
This is my life
Its not what it was before
All these feelings I’ve shared
And these are my dreams
That I’d never lived before
Somebody shake me
Cause I,
I must be sleeping
Chorus:
Now that we're here
Its so far away
All the struggle
We thought was in vain
And all the mistakes
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
And now that we're here,
I'ts so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
And I can forgive
And I’m not ashamed
To be the person that I am today
These are my words
That I’ve never said before
I think I’m doing okay
And this is the smile
That I’ve never shown before
Somebody shake me
Cause I
I must be sleeping
Chorus:
Now that we're here
Its so far away
All the struggle
We thought was in vain
And all the mistakes
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
And now that we're here,
Its so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
And I can forgive
And I’m not ashamed
To be the person that I am today
I’m so afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
Afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
Chorus:
Now that we're here
Its so far away
All the struggle
We thought was in vain
And all the mistakes
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
And now that we're here,
Its so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
And I can forgive
And I’m not ashamed
To be the person that I am today
I'm all at sea
Where no one can bother me
Forgot my roots
If only for a day
Just me and my thoughts
Sitting far away
Like a warm drink it seeps into my soul
Please just leave me right here on my own
Later on you could spend some time with me
If you want to, all at sea
I'm all at sea
Where no one can bother me
I sleep by myself
I drink on my own
I don’t speak to nobody
I gave away my phone
Like a warm drink it seeps into my soul
Please just leave me right here on my own
Later on you could spend some time with me
If you want to, all at sea
Now I need you more than ever
I need you more than ever now
If you don’t need it every day
But sometimes don’t you just crave
To disappear within your mind
You never know what you might find
So come and spend some time with me
And we will spend it all at sea
Like a warm drink it seeps into my soul
Please just leave me right here on my own
Later on you could spend some time with me
If you want to, all at sea
Ooooh
If you want to, all at sea
If you want to
This is my life
Its not what it was before
All these feelings I’ve shared
And these are my dreams
That I’d never lived before
Somebody shake me
Cause I,
I must be sleeping
Chorus:
Now that we're here
Its so far away
All the struggle
We thought was in vain
And all the mistakes
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
And now that we're here,
I'ts so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
And I can forgive
And I’m not ashamed
To be the person that I am today
These are my words
That I’ve never said before
I think I’m doing okay
And this is the smile
That I’ve never shown before
Somebody shake me
Cause I
I must be sleeping
Chorus:
Now that we're here
Its so far away
All the struggle
We thought was in vain
And all the mistakes
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
And now that we're here,
Its so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
And I can forgive
And I’m not ashamed
To be the person that I am today
I’m so afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
Afraid of waking
Please don't shake me
Chorus:
Now that we're here
Its so far away
All the struggle
We thought was in vain
And all the mistakes
One life contained
They all finally start to go away
And now that we're here,
Its so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
And I can forgive
And I’m not ashamed
To be the person that I am today