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There is no one in town I know.. you gave us someplace to go... I never said thank you for that.
I'm so excited. This is the last week of camp, and then I'm going home.
Would it be better to buy a chair, or a nice carpet for the living room of my apartment? I'm thinking a nice chair would be very useful, but, a rug is kinda nice, too. Hmm. It's a tough decision. I just found out today that I only got half of my paycheck last week, so, I've got another $450 coming in, soon. That's gonna give me a lot of funds to play with.
Even if your heart would listen, I doubt I could explain.
I feel like these past few weeks I've been running at 10%... I've realized that the people here aren't worth seeing the real me, so, I just do what's required and nothing more.
I can't wait to be alive again.
I believe my next computer will be a G4 Desktop of some sort... using my iBook all summer has me realizing that Apple really has quality hardware/software. And it's so pretty! I'm thinking the 17" iMac might be a sound purchase. Of course, a G4 tower with a 23" HD Cinema Display would look so much better on my desk... I need to start selling drugs. Or, you know, art. Yeah, maybe art is the thing to sell. Unfortunately, I feel like my only buyer would be a man on Price street. ;)
Jimmy Eat World reminds me of Christmas. Everything reminds me of Christmas, lately. It's 97 degrees outside, but every time I look at the window, for a split second I'm SURE that I see snowflakes falling on a cold, overcast day. Maybe it's someone's way of telling me something.
I had a strange dream last night, and I can't quite describe it... in it, I was at my house in Pennsylvania, and another country had begun to fire nuclear missiles at the US. I was standing in my backyard, and the sky was dark and cloudy like it was going to storm, and I could see a huge wall of debris moving rapidly towards me from the horizon.. it slowed, and then stopped, but a tree right in front of me was snapped in half and I was thrown to the ground. A second later, I looked up to see another missile hit the ground very close to me, and I closed my eyes in the dream... the feeling I had while I was still in the dream was like my entire brain was being torn apart from the inside.. it was like I lost all consciousness in the dream and was floating in this weird state of panic and absence of coherent thought for a few seconds, and then I slowly "rose up" into reality and I woke up. I wasn't really scared by the dream, but, I had trouble falling back to sleep. The room was really bright, so, I just dozed for the rest of the morning.
Anyway, I'm done, now, so, til later.
I'm so excited. This is the last week of camp, and then I'm going home.
Would it be better to buy a chair, or a nice carpet for the living room of my apartment? I'm thinking a nice chair would be very useful, but, a rug is kinda nice, too. Hmm. It's a tough decision. I just found out today that I only got half of my paycheck last week, so, I've got another $450 coming in, soon. That's gonna give me a lot of funds to play with.
Even if your heart would listen, I doubt I could explain.
I feel like these past few weeks I've been running at 10%... I've realized that the people here aren't worth seeing the real me, so, I just do what's required and nothing more.
I can't wait to be alive again.
I believe my next computer will be a G4 Desktop of some sort... using my iBook all summer has me realizing that Apple really has quality hardware/software. And it's so pretty! I'm thinking the 17" iMac might be a sound purchase. Of course, a G4 tower with a 23" HD Cinema Display would look so much better on my desk... I need to start selling drugs. Or, you know, art. Yeah, maybe art is the thing to sell. Unfortunately, I feel like my only buyer would be a man on Price street. ;)
Jimmy Eat World reminds me of Christmas. Everything reminds me of Christmas, lately. It's 97 degrees outside, but every time I look at the window, for a split second I'm SURE that I see snowflakes falling on a cold, overcast day. Maybe it's someone's way of telling me something.
I had a strange dream last night, and I can't quite describe it... in it, I was at my house in Pennsylvania, and another country had begun to fire nuclear missiles at the US. I was standing in my backyard, and the sky was dark and cloudy like it was going to storm, and I could see a huge wall of debris moving rapidly towards me from the horizon.. it slowed, and then stopped, but a tree right in front of me was snapped in half and I was thrown to the ground. A second later, I looked up to see another missile hit the ground very close to me, and I closed my eyes in the dream... the feeling I had while I was still in the dream was like my entire brain was being torn apart from the inside.. it was like I lost all consciousness in the dream and was floating in this weird state of panic and absence of coherent thought for a few seconds, and then I slowly "rose up" into reality and I woke up. I wasn't really scared by the dream, but, I had trouble falling back to sleep. The room was really bright, so, I just dozed for the rest of the morning.
Anyway, I'm done, now, so, til later.