Fanmix: No One's Ever Gonna Love You (BtVS; Buffy/Spike)
So I wanted to write one more fic for 
seasonal_spuffy before this round ended, but RL has not been conducive to anything that requires long bursts of focus or creativity. Instead, I decided to finish up this Spike/Buffy mix that I've had sitting about half-done in my iTunes since forever.
It's basically my soundtrack to Buffy and Spike’s relationship (from Spike’s POV) starting in season five once Spike decides he’s in love with Buffy and then going on through the rest of their on-show relationship (with a heavy emphasis on s6-esque songs because that's currently my favorite season due to all of the angst and makeouts).
01. the horror of our love // ludo
Moonlight walking
I smell your softness
Carnivorous and lusting
To track you down among the pines
I want you stuffed into my mouth
Hold you down and tear you open
Live inside you
Oh, love I'd never hurt you
02. wasp nest // the national
You’re all humming live wires under your killing clothes
Get over here, I wanna kiss your skinny throat
You’re a wasp nest
03. mercury // counting crows
She is trapped inside a month of grey
And they take a little every day
She is a victim of her own responses
Shackled to a heart that wants to settle
And then runs away
It's a sin to be fading endlessly
Yeah but she's alright with me
04. the boy who blocked his own shot // brand new
If it makes you less sad
I will die by your hand
I hope you find out what you are
I already know what I am
And if it makes you less sad we'll start talking again
You can tell me how vile I already know that I am
05. for real // okkervil river
I want to know this time if you’re really finally mine
I need to know that you're not lying so I want to see you tried
And I don't want to hear you say it shouldn’t really be this way
'Cause I like this way just fine
06. the balcony // the rumour said fire
So your mouth tastes like sunshine
baby but your eyes
are all cool
buried in my arms
And the breeze takes us deeper and further into
the heart of the moment that is gone
And the scent of your heartache
baby and the taste
of your blood
run within me
07. winter // the dodos
I want the days to come, I want these sleepless nights to end
I lie here thinking how I lost you to all your stupid friends
You made me feel so foolish for the twenty-second time
Your love might be the last time that I try
08. please bleed // ben harper
Please bleed
So I know that you are real
So I know that you can feel
The damage that you've done
Oh, who have I become
09. messenger bird’s song // bright eyes
You said you don't want me to beg
Then said "Get down on your knees,"
'Cause you knew that I would
If I'd do any good
Satisfying your needs
10. no one’s gonna love you // band of horses
We're reeling through an endless fall
We are the ever-living ghost of what once was
But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do
:::full zip:::
seasonal_spuffy before this round ended, but RL has not been conducive to anything that requires long bursts of focus or creativity. Instead, I decided to finish up this Spike/Buffy mix that I've had sitting about half-done in my iTunes since forever.
It's basically my soundtrack to Buffy and Spike’s relationship (from Spike’s POV) starting in season five once Spike decides he’s in love with Buffy and then going on through the rest of their on-show relationship (with a heavy emphasis on s6-esque songs because that's currently my favorite season due to all of the angst and makeouts).
01. the horror of our love // ludo
Moonlight walking
I smell your softness
Carnivorous and lusting
To track you down among the pines
I want you stuffed into my mouth
Hold you down and tear you open
Live inside you
Oh, love I'd never hurt you
02. wasp nest // the national
You’re all humming live wires under your killing clothes
Get over here, I wanna kiss your skinny throat
You’re a wasp nest
03. mercury // counting crows
She is trapped inside a month of grey
And they take a little every day
She is a victim of her own responses
Shackled to a heart that wants to settle
And then runs away
It's a sin to be fading endlessly
Yeah but she's alright with me
04. the boy who blocked his own shot // brand new
If it makes you less sad
I will die by your hand
I hope you find out what you are
I already know what I am
And if it makes you less sad we'll start talking again
You can tell me how vile I already know that I am
05. for real // okkervil river
I want to know this time if you’re really finally mine
I need to know that you're not lying so I want to see you tried
And I don't want to hear you say it shouldn’t really be this way
'Cause I like this way just fine
06. the balcony // the rumour said fire
So your mouth tastes like sunshine
baby but your eyes
are all cool
buried in my arms
And the breeze takes us deeper and further into
the heart of the moment that is gone
And the scent of your heartache
baby and the taste
of your blood
run within me
07. winter // the dodos
I want the days to come, I want these sleepless nights to end
I lie here thinking how I lost you to all your stupid friends
You made me feel so foolish for the twenty-second time
Your love might be the last time that I try
08. please bleed // ben harper
Please bleed
So I know that you are real
So I know that you can feel
The damage that you've done
Oh, who have I become
09. messenger bird’s song // bright eyes
You said you don't want me to beg
Then said "Get down on your knees,"
'Cause you knew that I would
If I'd do any good
Satisfying your needs
10. no one’s gonna love you // band of horses
We're reeling through an endless fall
We are the ever-living ghost of what once was
But no one is ever gonna love you more than I do
No one's gonna love you more than I do
:::full zip:::