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today was 1 month for me and Shawn. yay!!! im so happy. i haven't been this happy in a long time. its nice to be happy for a change. i was sick of being all depressed and "mad at the world".
i guess Kristine's mad at me cuz i went over to kenny's a couple days ago to talk to him about something that he said he'd only tell me in person. she's mad cuz i didnt tell her i went over there which is completely ridiculous because it's not like anything happened! i just said how happy i am with Shawn so y would i go fuck it up? not gunna happen! Kristine kept asking me wut i had to talk to Kenny about and all i kept thinking was "its none of ur god damn business! leave me alone. it had nothing to do with you , it doesn't concern you at all, so just drop it!". she thought i was hiding the fact that i went over there from her. i wasnt hiding it from her its just that i didnt know she had to know every fricken move i make or every word that is said between me and Kenny. even if i wasnt with Shawn it's not like Kristine and Kenny are together ne more so wut is it to her if i do go over there, plus i dont have ne feelings like that toward Kenny anymore anyway. i love him like a BROTHER! NOTHING MORE!!!!
oh well i guess. im gunna go get in the shower now. bye bye