broken. and back to 12 years old.
or.
broken. and up to 30.
Its hard to watch you all try adn keep me from doing it. you know that I will.

I used my mothers credit card to buy a shirt and cd without her permission. She was pissed, but she isnt anymore. Shes so unstable that I didnt get punished in the least. I wouldnt feel as horrible for it if I would have gotten punished. I pretty much did it to spite her because of last week. I know...Its stupid ( Read more... )

I feel a little down today. Ive was cleaning all morning and I felt great. I didnt even touch my room. its still a mess but the rest of the house looks awesome. When mum and bradley came home, I suddenly felt ucky. I took the smallest things so so personal and actually sat in my bed crying and holding on to my blanky for dear life. Im not being ( Read more... )

I need some ibuprofen. My ovaries hurt insanely. Don’t ask me why. I’ve no clue. My hormonal imbalance is making my face break out profusely. I don’t like that so my. I’m cold. All of the time, I am cold. My fingers burn because they are so cold.

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