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I never thought i'd say this, but I think it has finally happened. I think I finally hate him. Its so strange to think that in as short a time as 11 months, you can go from strangers to friends to lovers to falling in and then out of love and finally reaching the point of hating someone. Such a wild roller coaster these few months have been! Now the memories of how I felt astound and sicken me. I was foolish. How could I ever fall for someone so conceited, so selfish, so arrogant and deceitful? How did I let myself get ensnared in his web of lies? I suppose I hated myself enough to think I deserved no better. And now? Maybe I don't love myself like I should, but I love myself enough to not get used like that again. I deserve the world, or at least deserve a man who THINKS I deserve it. I deserve to not only be appreciated but to be loved and treasured. Fuck him for not loving me back: its his loss. It sure as hell isn't mine!
Just remember, karma is a bitch.
Just remember, karma is a bitch.