Jan 01, 2010 03:04
This year. This last year has been the worst year of my life. My mom died and it altered my world. Who I thought I was, I was not. I keep changing every day, trying to find myself and it only gets more confusing. I have never been so anxiety strife. I sometimes wonder where it comes from and I remind myself that I have a million jobs while trying to deal with Mom's death. I get scared sometimes. Am I going crazy like the rest of my family? I don't want to be like them. Please tell me it gets better from here.