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[batte_noire]

It's really hard to look up when everything keeps pointing down. I'm so down in it I don't even want to try to be optimistic.

Another feeling to flee, another need to start somewhere new. I tried to look up some photography schools today. I really think I want to go back to school for photography.

I feel like I'm going to explode.

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[a_caudatus]

I say "do it".

I think if you aren't happy with your current situation the best thing to do is to change it.

We ought to talk soon, it's been awhile.

[batte_noire]

You know what? You're right. I don't feel like I belong here. I am unhappy, as much as I would like to deny it. I have to wait until my lease is up though, in August. I know things can change tremendously from now until then, but it almost feels like a need to get out of here. It's scary though, not knowing what the future is going to hold if I do move, what kind of job I can find. I'm a hair colorist... let's hope that I could find a job where I can be just a hair colorist and not cut. Hmmm, and I really think that my real passion would be in photography. But who knows. I'm literally at ground zero with photography. I know close to nothing, but it has always interested me. Okay, I'm babbling on now.

[a_caudatus]

Nonsense, I love a good babble-on.

I really can't talk myself. I've yet to complete my illustration degree by far, and I've also become interested in writing, art history, and fashion design in the meantime.

I've very little idea what to do with myself in that department either. But at least I think we're better off being too interested than not interested enough, right?