At least Monster loves me
I'm wondering why, when things are looking up for me and everything starts to fall into place, why now, is it that I feel so down? In one month I will begin a new chapter in my life and I will say that I'm looking forward to it like nothing else. Finally, when I feel like I've found my way my self esteem has crumbled. I've been feeling low lately, and when I need support the most my friends are just not there. I know they have serious issues right now and need support as well as I do, but I'm tired of being made fun of. Even when I voice that it makes me feel bad there is no resolution, no understanding. Maybe this is just a sensitive time but the past few times I've hung out with a certain friend they have made me cry, unknowingly. I feel hopeless. I feel alone. Even though there are many more thoughts running through my head and I feel the need to vent, I am too tired to elaborate. I need some sleep. Night.