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Jan 16, 2009 11:19

My job sucks. I'm applying for a census job but my testing date isn't for a month! Dammmmit. The pay starts out really well and I think it would be a lot of fun but I won't know for a month :\ I really want and need a new job. I feel that I am a lot better than that place. But not a lot of places are hiring and I don't feel like searching ( Read more... )

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cardboardrabbit January 16 2009, 20:13:33 UTC
Whats a census job?

What did you wear to the bar?

Youre a total cutie! You need to get some dancey pop music and a full length mirror. Turn the music up super loud, prop up the mirror, and put on your favorite outfit (I do it in just a pair of undies and a tank top) and start dancing.
Its fun AND itll boost your self esteem...I think... :]
Try it.

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bathroom_ninja January 17 2009, 01:18:36 UTC
This! http://2010.census.gov/2010censusjobs/index.php

You could apply too :] Every ten years the U.S. does a census of all the citizens or something like that, basically you verify addresses!

And yeah I do stuff like that lol. It's hard to explain how I feel. Its way more of an inside issue that I guess is affecting how I feel on the outside? I dunno :\

But thank you!

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cardboardrabbit January 17 2009, 02:50:50 UTC
I thought thats what it might be but I wasnt sure.
It seems like a quick way to earn some cash.

Hm....I should totally talk to my job coach about this. Maybe he can get me the job. Because of my disability I have a better change of getting the job before someone else.

It could just be a faze. Keep your head up :D

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bathroom_ninja January 17 2009, 03:29:27 UTC
You kind of have to wait for assignments to show up, but it shouldnt be too hard!

It's more than a faze, I've been feeling this way for a long time I've just been distracted by other things. Now that I am alone again though I can really focus on it.

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cardboardrabbit January 21 2009, 01:07:49 UTC
I just found out you gotta talk to people...I could never do that because of my social anxiety

You should talk to someone about it. Maybe join a depression community on LJ and see what the members say about your situation.

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bathroom_ninja January 21 2009, 20:50:03 UTC
Yeah you definitely do :\ I'm not completely gungho about that either but it pays well enough to make up for it to me!

I think I know what I have to do I just don't want the rejection that comes with living a full life. I don't feel prepared for it but then I realize that you're never really prepared for something like that. I don't take risks often thats my problem so I always tend to assume the worst and dramatize things in my head...

I might check out a community for some support tho thanks for the suggestion :]

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cardboardrabbit January 22 2009, 04:31:52 UTC
If you have no issues with talking to people you should TOTALLY do it.

Youre living like me. Its not good. We need to change. Im content with where I am. Not hanging out with kids my own age on the weekend, not going to movies because Im afraid Ill have a panic attack in the theatre, etc. You dont sound ok with it....I cant really offer advice since I dont know what it is you think you need to do but...Whatever it is...Im sure everything will be ok.

If you ever wanna talk about shit my email is fedupchild@yahoo.com

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bathroom_ninja January 28 2009, 03:54:12 UTC
School just started and I have to finish some college app stuff, but I'll definitely send you an email in the next week once things settle down :D

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cardboardrabbit January 28 2009, 20:23:09 UTC
Thats cool :]

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