ugh.

Jan 11, 2009 19:45



I just found out that during the two weeks my ex and I broke up he hit on another one of my friends, who has had a boyfriend for um, years.

Really dude? I knew he was desperate and easy but that takes the cake.

It's kind of a sad reminder to myself to not explicitly trust anyone. During those two weeks there was a lot that he said...and his actions spoke the exact opposite. It's not a big deal, I just feel a little used. Except then I wonder why I even bother feeling that way considering I got into that relationship knowing it was going to end and that I was going to be the one to end it. Um yep. Never again lol. Being alpha is not for me.

It was a great learning experience however! No more 'settling' for me that's for sure.

I was a little pissed earlier, but now I don't care. I kind of want to say something to him, just so he can see how amazingly wrong his actions were, but then I don't really want to see him [at all. ever.] so I don't know. Plus it's not my job to tell him he's an idiot.

I wanted to be friends, but I don't need shady, desperate, immature friends.

Ya know?

The story isn't quite as simple as I described it, but UGGGGH. IDIOT.

Okaaay, time to go dancing :D
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