Mar 01, 2007 17:01
Do you ever walk down the hall way just wishing someone will step on your shoe so you have a reason to yell?
Thats kinda how its been.
I love everything thats going on right now. I have him and I have happyness.
But is it even possible to be way to okay with things?
Dont get me wrong, I'm relived that everything is going so swell, but i just want a reason to scream my lungs out and take my anger out on someone. Theres nothing better then an old fashioned yelling match to bring you back to life.
hes one of the things that is making me so happy. Hes been there all this time, and i appriciate it more then anything.
I saw Beck the other day in Ms.Oddos room and I gave her Nikkis MP3 player and it was a little weird, because they way we talked to eachother was like there were no issues between us.
I hope that whatever shes got going in her life is turning out wonderful.
She hurt my feelings and I hurt hers, but we live and we learn. We may never be friends again, but that doesnt mean that i forget about everything that happened with us.
To my knowldge Nikki and Ray are still together, which is great.
I may not have been all peachy keen with it in the beginning, but then I realize that everyone deserves to be happy.
For some reason or another, this big blow up between everyone actully brought us all happyness in the end. We may not have eachother anymore, but we have happyness.