Feb 24, 2007 00:58
What good is life with no one to share the light of the moon and the honor of a Swear?
Love has completly taken over my whole body and soul. Its finally showed me what its like to be so deeply involved with someone, it hurts to even leave them for a second. At one time my bed was cold and alone, now its warmed by his body. Pressing my palms to his stomach and listining to his heart beat are all parts of what keep me going from day to day without a care in the world.
I never wanted to fall for him. It was just supposed to be a dinner and a movie. No kissing outside my door and him giving me his jacket because I was cold. It was never supposed to be looking into eachothers eyes and finding the world. He was not supposed to grab my hand and squeeze it. I wasnt supposed to put my hand on his face and kiss him like ive never kissed anyone before.
The first night we laid there in eachothers arms i knew that something bad was going to come of it. The way his breath felt down the arch of my back and his hands resting on my stomach told me that this was all i ever hoped for. It was something about the way he smiled at me. The way the light hits his eyes and makes them shine is basically heaven on earth. It was how he made me feel like nothing could ever touch me. Around him I'm me with a new twist. Love
In the beginning it was akward. I never saw myself with this kid i had like for so long. When he first came up to the house to get me he greeted my parents with respect id never ever thought to see from someone his age. As soon as I saw how erspectful he was the akwardness was gone. this kids amazing.
I cant tell you all who he is yet, but im sure ill tell you some time in the future.
and as for all the people out there who dont want to see me happy, YOUR RETARTED.
Im proud to say that i have something you will NEVER EVER get.