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Spent most of yesterday at the hospital with mum.
She started thinking I was an imposter earlier in the day and that my dad was trying to rape me, my dad called round all the psychiatric units but they again said there was nothing they could do unless she was threatening to hurt herself or me.
Eventually one said to call the police, so they showed up and took us to hospital in an ambulance. It was so embarassing having all our neighbours staring. Not to mention I didn't have time to get dressed so I was in pjs and a dressing gown with a coat covering me all day.
They finally committed her at about midnight. As no one was looking after her, I had to stay with her so didn't get anything to eat until I got home about 1 in the morning.
I felt really guilty about how relieved I felt, not having to deal with her. It felt weird for the first time in two weeks not having to block the front door and feel all anxious not knowing what she would do.
I couldn't sleep I was so hyper, finally got off about 6 this morning.
She started thinking I was an imposter earlier in the day and that my dad was trying to rape me, my dad called round all the psychiatric units but they again said there was nothing they could do unless she was threatening to hurt herself or me.
Eventually one said to call the police, so they showed up and took us to hospital in an ambulance. It was so embarassing having all our neighbours staring. Not to mention I didn't have time to get dressed so I was in pjs and a dressing gown with a coat covering me all day.
They finally committed her at about midnight. As no one was looking after her, I had to stay with her so didn't get anything to eat until I got home about 1 in the morning.
I felt really guilty about how relieved I felt, not having to deal with her. It felt weird for the first time in two weeks not having to block the front door and feel all anxious not knowing what she would do.
I couldn't sleep I was so hyper, finally got off about 6 this morning.