In Dreams I walk with you....
While you all slumber slumber in your comfy little beds, arms wrapped around your dreams and your hearts beating in the slow bum-bum, bum-bum beat that reminds you of what it was like in the womb, here I am, drunk beyond my intention and thinking about all of you. Are you all safe? All you all comfortable? Are you all dreaming dreams worthy of dreaming?
I'll slip into my bed and drift off with my head spinning wondering if any of it makes a bit of difference, in the long run...If, when I'm dead and gone, any of you will sit and laugh about the little things that I gave you all. It's a narcissistic frame of mind, I admit, but it's so very real right now. Will any of it matter? Will I fade out of life or will I leave a fire so bright that it burns for ages to come?
All of you mean so much to me...In many many different ways. I want...fuck it...I NEED you all to know that. I'm a poor example of a lot of things but I am in no way a poor judge of character. You are all a part of me for a reason and you all add such very important things to my existence. My life, without you, would mean little to nothing.
Forgive me...This is what far too many double white russians does to me.
Sleep well, all of you. Know that my dreams are filled with all of your smiles.
I'll slip into my bed and drift off with my head spinning wondering if any of it makes a bit of difference, in the long run...If, when I'm dead and gone, any of you will sit and laugh about the little things that I gave you all. It's a narcissistic frame of mind, I admit, but it's so very real right now. Will any of it matter? Will I fade out of life or will I leave a fire so bright that it burns for ages to come?
All of you mean so much to me...In many many different ways. I want...fuck it...I NEED you all to know that. I'm a poor example of a lot of things but I am in no way a poor judge of character. You are all a part of me for a reason and you all add such very important things to my existence. My life, without you, would mean little to nothing.
Forgive me...This is what far too many double white russians does to me.
Sleep well, all of you. Know that my dreams are filled with all of your smiles.