Going to Florida!
Yay! I can't wait to go to Florida. I'm at Mark and Donna's right now, I got here saturday and tuesday morning is my flight to Ft Myers! Yay! I'm really excited to see my brother and my grandparents and especially my mom. She is really sick and she wont stop the drinking and drugs so I have to make peace with her before she goes. Being away from her made it possible for me to lovingly detatch. I can see her and her disease speratley now and know that I love her and hate the disease. I dont want her to go thinking that she is a bad mom and that I dont love her. That is why it is so important for me to see her.
Friday night was the Foundations show and it went really well. Spencer's brother Pat is in a band called Breif Nudity and he was really impresssed with my organization skills and happpy that I got the show together. He asked me to be on this commitee thing for a show at the amphitheatre like 6 months from now. He is really cool and now people in the scene know who I am. Finally...there is something I enjoy here and I can interact with the types I like to. It's so refreshing.
*~*Claire*~*
Friday night was the Foundations show and it went really well. Spencer's brother Pat is in a band called Breif Nudity and he was really impresssed with my organization skills and happpy that I got the show together. He asked me to be on this commitee thing for a show at the amphitheatre like 6 months from now. He is really cool and now people in the scene know who I am. Finally...there is something I enjoy here and I can interact with the types I like to. It's so refreshing.
*~*Claire*~*