Long time no write
Well, my life has not been that eventful. My new semester started with all my hard classes, and the wather is getting nicer so I think soon I'll be going to less and less of those classes. I'm back in therapy, I have since about the first snowfall. Rhonda thinks I might have something called Seasonal Depression. The fact that I associate Flroida with everything I miss and my life that was pure fun before doesn't help. The snow, cold and short days make it worse. I'm going to tough it out untill I get back from Florda for spring break. The snow should be gone by then. If I'm still unhappy I'll stay in therapy. I dont want to go on medication.
I'm single..no surpise. It doesn't really bother me though. Sarah is going out with Chris now. It doesn't bother me that they are. They are great for each other. It just says something about me when he picked her over me. I dont like him anymore...I actually find him a little annoying. I think back at the start of the new year I liked him only becuase he showed interest in me. Thats pathetic..it disgusts me that i was like that.
I am really excited baout going to Florida. Mom is in the hospital with Liver Sorosis (sp?) and double pnuemonia. My grandmother says she doesn't know if she will make it untill I get there. This trup will be more for family then freinds. I need to make amends with my mom is her time is almost up. I can't let her leave without us talking and he nowing i forgive her. Things will get better. I know it.
*~*CLAIRE*~*
I'm single..no surpise. It doesn't really bother me though. Sarah is going out with Chris now. It doesn't bother me that they are. They are great for each other. It just says something about me when he picked her over me. I dont like him anymore...I actually find him a little annoying. I think back at the start of the new year I liked him only becuase he showed interest in me. Thats pathetic..it disgusts me that i was like that.
I am really excited baout going to Florida. Mom is in the hospital with Liver Sorosis (sp?) and double pnuemonia. My grandmother says she doesn't know if she will make it untill I get there. This trup will be more for family then freinds. I need to make amends with my mom is her time is almost up. I can't let her leave without us talking and he nowing i forgive her. Things will get better. I know it.
*~*CLAIRE*~*