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Doing drugs sucks.
To anyone who does drugs, or is just starting, stop now.
I've gotten to the point that I have no ambition what so ever. I wake up and there is nothing. Nothing to live for, nothing to be happy about.
Ceratonin...how do you spell it? It's a bitch.
I can't just sit and watch TV anymore. I can't just have down time. There always has to some sort of consumtion going on. I have to keep my motor running.
And fucking Amanda was going to stop all of that damnet. She was the one I was going to live for..
And no, i guess it's not all her. My depressions been going on and off for the last 6 years now... I guess this is just a relapse.
I feel that there is something out there, something to live for, but I don't know what it is, nor do I have the energy to grab it...
I need something new, something like love i guess.
fucking lonely ass michel bitching all the time about how he's alone.
that girl fucked me up....but it was the best thing that could've happened to me.
To anyone who does drugs, or is just starting, stop now.
I've gotten to the point that I have no ambition what so ever. I wake up and there is nothing. Nothing to live for, nothing to be happy about.
Ceratonin...how do you spell it? It's a bitch.
I can't just sit and watch TV anymore. I can't just have down time. There always has to some sort of consumtion going on. I have to keep my motor running.
And fucking Amanda was going to stop all of that damnet. She was the one I was going to live for..
And no, i guess it's not all her. My depressions been going on and off for the last 6 years now... I guess this is just a relapse.
I feel that there is something out there, something to live for, but I don't know what it is, nor do I have the energy to grab it...
I need something new, something like love i guess.
fucking lonely ass michel bitching all the time about how he's alone.
that girl fucked me up....but it was the best thing that could've happened to me.