Something to think about
Have you ever had the feeling that everything in your life has been lost? I am not just talking about personal possessions or people, but skills, abilities, and possibly emotions. The ability to write, to draw, to use your mind to think up things that most people could not dream of. The ability to express yourself with your mind and your heart. To feel like no other, to be compassionate about all aspects of your life. You can take most anything with a grain of salt and to just be able to live, but then you are cold and lifeless, not yet dead but with the sense of death upon you even though our life still has many years to be lived. You feel like your life is a movie, you can see your life ahead of you, but it is blurred. Everything around you moves by fast, but you remain at the same speed, slowly moving through your life to until you reach the end. You turn around to see that you life has completely passed you by. You try to go back, but something is preventing you, a pain that can be seen but not identified. How ironic that it is your past the prevents you from really seeing your past and your future.