fuck.
so, I'm going through one of those fazes.
one of the ones where i am jaded by the fact that I am not nor will i ever be a large breasted, uber skinny, tight-tummied, bottle blonde, porn-star-esque, hot-chick.
why are these women so fucking attractive?
why do boys drool over them?
why am i so jealous?
ARGH!
life is sucking right now...I don't think i even want to talk about most of it at the moment.
i'm too tired/addled to clearly state what i need to say.
everything is sucking right now.
i am clutching at straws.
i am desperately trying to make it all worthwhile...but the outlook's not good.
i need a change, and quickly...before i lose my mind.
either i win it all, or i lose it all...at least there would be some sort of conclusion...some sort of closure.
i suppose i am being irrational at the moment.
i'm going to go to bed.
tomorrow's another day.
let's see where that one leads me.
~me
one of the ones where i am jaded by the fact that I am not nor will i ever be a large breasted, uber skinny, tight-tummied, bottle blonde, porn-star-esque, hot-chick.
why are these women so fucking attractive?
why do boys drool over them?
why am i so jealous?
ARGH!
life is sucking right now...I don't think i even want to talk about most of it at the moment.
i'm too tired/addled to clearly state what i need to say.
everything is sucking right now.
i am clutching at straws.
i am desperately trying to make it all worthwhile...but the outlook's not good.
i need a change, and quickly...before i lose my mind.
either i win it all, or i lose it all...at least there would be some sort of conclusion...some sort of closure.
i suppose i am being irrational at the moment.
i'm going to go to bed.
tomorrow's another day.
let's see where that one leads me.
~me