Big Bang Art ~ Away From Here by Skullgirl013

Nov 14, 2010 03:53

Okay, so I claimed this because I already knew it was amazing because I was its beta. Well, at that point I was Miss Rant-At-Me-About-Misbehaving-Characters. But later on the beta'ing came. However, I did not expect (until later) the emotional wreck it would make me. Good god.

Anyway, I have made... three mixes; one for Whiz, one for Mara and one for both of them. I genuinely recommend listening to "Remains" by Maurissa Tancharoen and Jed Whedon whilst reading the epilogue (and then going back to read the prologue too).

I also made a couple of wallpapers (three sizes), and some dividers, which will be included below.

I'm so happy I got to make art for such an awesome story ♥ even if I did fail at art for others. *guilt face*

(I'm well chuffed; I have an appropriate icon to go with this! Karen Gillan! Annie! ROCK ON, DUDES AND DUDETTES, ROCK ON!)

WARNING: HERE THAR BE SPOILERS! I'm serious. Don't look at anything beyond the album art until you've read the story HERE. You won't want to be spoilered. Unless you're one of those people, ofc. In which case, do as you will!



Click the pictures for full size!







01. She is the Sunlight - Trading Yesterday
She is the sunlight and the sun is gone,
I said if right is leaving,
I'd rather be wrong,
She is the sunlight,
The sun is gone.

Just before they enter the house, he takes one look, back at the twinkling stars, towards a star that he has watched before, for years and years.

To the place where an opportunity of his own faded into dust. 
  01. (I Won't Say) I'm In Love - Hercules/David Zippel
I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
My head is screaming get a grip, girl
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out
Oh

“Sorry, Mar-Mar! I’m just proud of you! No one beats this boss level!” he tells her, proudly.

“Don’t be silly, plenty of people beat that boss level, it’s positively easy,” she pauses. “And what have a told you about that nickname?”

“That I’m not to use it under any circumstances. It’s not big and it’s not clever,” he recites dutifully.

“Good boy.”

02. I Know You By Heart - Eva Cassidy
I see your sweet smile,
Shine through the darkness,
It's line etched in my memory,
So I'd know you by heart.

“Ankora’s?” Whiz offers as they walk. “My treat.”

Mara beams at him. “You know me so well, Whiz.”

02. Need You Now - Lady Antebellum
It's a quarter after one, 
I'm all alone,
And I need you now.

Whiz is asleep, curled up under the blankets, with no trace of a book or a drink or anything that usually keeps him up until the wee hours of the morning. “Oh...” she says, softly, as though he could hear her. “I’ll just be, going then.”

She watches him sleeping peacefully for a moment more before shutting the door and slumping away to the kitchen, all her previous excitement gone.

After all, what’s the fun in being excited when your best friend isn’t around to be excited with you?

03. I Want To Hold Your Hand - Chris Colfer
Oh, please,
Say to me,
You'll let me be your man,
And please,
Say to me,
You'll let me hold your hand.

“You can have her,” Whiz replies, as Mara finishes off her banana. “In fact; go right ahead!”
...
“I’ve got my sights set on someone else anyway,” he says, quietly, into the silence of the room.

03. Enough To Let Me Go - Switchfoot

Oh, I'm a wandering soul,
I'm still walking the line that leads me home alone,
All I know,
I still got mountains to climb ,
on my own,
on my own,
Do you love me enough to let me go?

“If that’s how it’s going to be, then I’ll get my things.”

“I think that would be best.”

Neither of them speak again, and Mara wonders if they ever will again.

04. The Sun Keeps Shining On Me - Fonda
I started to see you clearly today,
If you really loved me,
I know you'd stay.

“If all this is not good enough for you - if I’m not good enough for you, even though, god I thought I could have been good enough, if you’d just given me a chance - then maybe you should just leave.”

He gives a little laugh, and it sounds hollow, cold and not like Whiz at all and she doesn’t have time to process anything he just said. “Not that I imagine you’ll be hanging around for long anyway.”

04. Here Without You - 3 Doors Down
I'm here without you baby,
But you're still on my lonely mind,
I think about you baby,
And I dream about you all the time.

Mara jogs down the corridor, casual as she ever is, dodging swiftly past people as though nothing is out of the ordinary, however there’s a tightening of her shoulders that displays the feeling of anxiety building in her chest... But it’s not like anyone would notice that... no one except...

No.

05. Sleeping With the Light On - Busted
I feel her slipping through my fingers,
Now she's gone,
I'm sleeping with the light on,
And shocks went through my veins now,
That she's gone,
I'm sleeping with the light on.

His eyes are older too; that crystal blue hardened slightly, made into something crisper, stronger than before, devoid of the innocence it once possessed.  His limbs are stronger, harder and more solid than before, his chest broader and his thighs harder.

This man is not the boy who left.
 05. Painting Flowers - All Time Low
When I wake up,
The dream isn't done,
I wanna see your face I know I made it home,
If nothing is true,
What more can I do?
I'm still painting flowers for you...

The two people come to stand beside her bed, and she recognises the man, his blonde hair and bright eyes, and for a moment she almost mistakes him for someone else, but his hair is too long, hanging around his shoulders, and he smiles at her, asking the nurse to check her vitals.

Carl smiles down at her, bright white teeth gleaming. “Welcome back Miss Knight,” he says to her, the picture of perfect bedside manner. “How are you feeling?”

Mara doesn’t have an answer for that, so she doesn’t say anything at all.

06. Call and Answer - Barenaked Ladies

I think,
It's getting to the point,
where I can be myself again,
(I think)
It's getting to the point where we have almost made amends,
I think.

“It’s really you?” she says it almost like it’s a question, burrowed so far into the crook of his shoulder that he almost misses her soft words. She wraps her arms around his waist, holding on tightly.

Liam tentatively wraps an arm around her shoulders. “Yeah,* Annie... It’s me all right.” 06. For You Only - Trading Yesterday
Blinding darkness surrounds me,
And I am reaching for you only,
This hopelessness that drowns,
All I believe,
...
But I'm so far,
So far from home.

They say that the further you are from a star, the more likely it is that that star you see is really gone.

Mara doesn’t think she wants to believe that.

She doesn’t think she has any choice.

Because behind those roiling black clouds, sown into the skies beyond is the twinkling stars of a life she left behind.

Of the love she could have had, left, cowering the dark; nothing but a memory now.

07.  Remains - Maurissa Tancharoen and Jed Whedon
I will go rolling fast,
Arms out in the rain,
Feel momentum building 'til,
I lift of ground like an airplane,
Love ties you down to the pain,
A billion eyes are watching, fossilized,
They see what remains,
Remains.

[Epilogue]



  01. We Will Not Grow Old - Lenka
I made us swear that our hearts will never die,
No, never, no, never,
'Cause no one seems to believe that we can fly,
Forget them, forget them,
Oh, you told me.

They say that because of the vastness of the universe, how far all those stars really are from our world, that they’re not really there, that those pure pinpricks of light are nothing but a memory. That the sun that they represent is dead and gone, the system it  supported ashes and smouldering rock, all that life nothing more than dust in the epic span of empty dark.

All that life; gone forever.

All that time, never to be returned.

All those moments, thoughts and feelings... Just dust.
 02. Ride - Cary Brothers
If I told you you were right,
Would you take my hand tonight?
If I told you the reasons why,
Would you leave your life and ride?

The two return to their apartment, alone, and neither of them say a word.
 03. I Dreamed a Dream - Lea Michele and Idina Menzel
But the tigers come at night,
With their voices soft as thunder,
As they tear your hope apart,
As they turn your dream to shame.

“Are you all right?” she asks him, after a moment, concern dancing her eyes.

He has to wonder how she expects him to respond to that.

No, last night I saw the girl I love kiss the girl I hate under the mistletoe at a party that one of them shouldn’t have even been invited to. No, I’m not fucking all right.
 04. Good Riddance (Time Of Your Life) - Green Day
So take the photographs and still frames in your mind,
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time,
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial,
For what it's worth it was worth all the while

“You might be happy with whatever this world is now. Maybe all this rusted technology is good enough for you, that all this stuff means a damn, in the end, but it doesn’t! Not to me!”

Whiz doesn’t reply for a moment and Mara is about to say something else when he speaks.

“Get out.”

Mara blinks. “What?”
  05. Before the Worst - The Script
It's been a while, since the two of us talked,
About a week since the day you walked,
Knowing things would never be the same,
With your empty heart and mine full of pain,
So explain to me, how it came to this.

Rain. In a breathable, human atmosphere, rain is attributed to plants, she remembers that from school, where the teachers would ramble dully on how the world works, and she would sit at the back of the class, her mind furiously plotting how many minutes were left before she could go running again. Whiz sat on the other side of her, jotting down notes but always looks at bored as her, his bright eyes would glance across at her every so often, and she’d flick a piece of wadded paper at him, just to prove that even though her eyes were closed, she could still see him, and they’d both chuckle under their breaths smiling and-

No.  She’s not thinking about him. Not Whiz. Not anymore.

06. For Good - Sam Tsui (ft. Nick Ptera)
It well may be that we will never meet again in this lifetime,
So let me say before we part, so much of me,
Is made of what I learned from you,
You'll be with me like a handprint on my heart,
And now whatever way our stories end,
I know you have re-written mine,
By being my friend...

“They wanted me to do a job for them. They’d seen I’d refused a job for The Central Agency for Spatial Development and they wanted to know why.”

Annie tenses slightly but they don’t mention why that is. “What did you tell them?”

“That I didn’t want to leave Earth,” he says it so matter-of-factly, and, even though it’s true, it doesn’t change the flicker in his heart, like an old war wound, something he can’t deny, an old ache, purely in his mind, but still there.

“Not for anything.”

07. Living in the Sky With Diamonds - Cobra Starship

She's dancin' with the stars,
And livin' in the sky with diamonds,
She's dancin' with the stars,
And oh how the lights are shinin',
She holds a key in her hand,
Reflection in the mirror's her bestfriend,
Oh she's dancin' with the stars,
The stars keep dancin',

You can't change her,
'Cause you know you think it's hot,
And that girl loves danger,
But she don't know when to stop.

[All of it.]

Download Links!I Want To Hold Your Hand
(Disk 1)
He's The Earth And Heaven To You
(Disk 2)
Hold My Heart Inside Your Heart
(Disk 3)

ALL THREE

All files are uploaded on MegaUpload;
if you want them uploaded anywhere else, ask.

If a link goes down - let me know and I'll update it.

If you want specific tracks, ask and I'll consider it.

All files are .mp3 and pretty high quality.

All three albums are iPod ready, which means:
They are tagged and ready to go (album, artist, cover, date, etc)
I'm tagged as 'album artist' for easy relocation
and to keep it all together in the same album on iPods.
The genre is "Away from Here Soundtrack" so they can be located all at once.
There should be no issues with any of this. Enjoy the mixes!

Dividers:





Wallpaper:



1280x800
1280x1024
1920x1200

Resources (all DA, mostly all Unrestricted):

I Want to Hold Your Hand:
Hands

He's The Earth and Heaven To You:
Stars
Stars #2 (I think...)

Hold My Heart Inside Your Hand:
Mara
Whiz
Stars
Stars #2 (I think...)

Dividers:
Mara Base
Whiz Base
Brushes

Wallpaper:
See "Hold My Heart Inside Your Hand".

Textures:
I thought I knew, but I can't find them.
If you wanna know what a texture is, let me know and I can probably figure it out if I try hard enough.

original big bang:nbb, art

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