016 - i wasn't there
Things got quiet. She's gone again, and that means things got really quiet.
It makes me realize my time here these days has been pretty sparse. Apart from street performances and such, there isn't much I'm doing with myself, for myself.
It makes me realize I really do miss it back home. Things're definitely better here than where I was before, but I think I prefer the obliviousness I had. I didn't question where I lived; may not have liked it, but I knew it was where I belonged. That in itself is just odd to me.
Maybe all that means is, I should make the most of the time I have here. Maybe I should actually try to get involved. More so than I have been, anyway. More like how I keep talking.
Maybe I should stop being such a flake.
It makes me realize my time here these days has been pretty sparse. Apart from street performances and such, there isn't much I'm doing with myself, for myself.
It makes me realize I really do miss it back home. Things're definitely better here than where I was before, but I think I prefer the obliviousness I had. I didn't question where I lived; may not have liked it, but I knew it was where I belonged. That in itself is just odd to me.
Maybe all that means is, I should make the most of the time I have here. Maybe I should actually try to get involved. More so than I have been, anyway. More like how I keep talking.
Maybe I should stop being such a flake.