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Dec 09, 2010 10:15

it's already almost christmas! this will be casey and I's first christmas together in our own apartment! we went out and got all new ornaments last night, as well as a tree! we listened to christmas music and decorated all night. it was so wonderful. our apartment looks (and smells) like a winter wonderland, now! waking up and going to our living room made me so happy this morning. it's beautiful.

let's see...as for the past few months, they've been really shitty. my cousin, kevin, died october 18th due to an extreme car crash. my mom, grandpa and i flew out to virginia for the funeral. it was really tough. then not even three weeks later, my grandma elaine dies. this was even harder on me. too much has been going on lately, so i've just been a hermit at home with casey for a majority of my free time. aside from spending 90% of my life at work. which has also been shitty. i'm sick of being super lenient and people taking advantage of me. a new year is coming, and there's lots to change about myself this one around...

my 20th birthday is right around the corner. i think jessica, ben, casey and i are going camping. i'm looking forward to that. my disneyland AP just expired and i couldn't be more sad! i think casey and i are renewing it after christmas, so we can still go for my birthday :)

hmm, well aside from everything already stated, casey has been the best support for me these past few months and i don't know what i would do without him. my dad and i have also been a lot closer since my grammas passing. i'm okay with where things are right now, i just hope 2011 has better things planned for me.
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