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where the hell does time go?
it's already the middle of august, 2010. so much has happened since i last posted.
casey and i live in our own apartment now. my mom kicked us out and we only had a week to find somewhere to live, but we did. and its lovely. casey and i finally have our own place to call home. we have all the furniture we need. all that's left is some decorating. i love coming home to OUR OWN place and doing whatever we please in it. adulthood has officially began, now.
i'm still working at floyds barbershop. my manager is a moron. she's finally pushed every single one of her duties onto me, without raise in pay, while she sits back and complains because she is the biggest hypochondriac i have ever met, and her problems are so much more important than everyone else. aside from her bullshit, i have made some great friends out of my co-workers and made great impressions on so many of our customers. from everyone's view, i am in charge of the shop. i run the shop. it's because of me that everything is running as smooth as it is. i put so much energy into that barbershop, making sure everything is perfect and everyone is happy. i take a lot of pride in what i do. a little appreciation from corporate would make me feel a little better, though.
still not in school. considering my manager at work calls me in a few times a week, i could never have a set schedule. the more time passes, the more i wish i could go back. casey is almost done with his classes and set to get his certificate for graphic design by the end of the year! when he does, and once he finds a good job in the industry, i'm going to cut my hours to part time. that way i'll be able to finally go back to school and become a housewife :) i love staying home while casey is off at work, cleaning the house, and making dinner. it seriously makes me really happy. someday....
my mom took me to hawaii for a week in july. we had SUCH an amazing time! i sincerely did not want to come home. for the first half, we stayed with family friends in kailua. such a beautiful town right on the other side of the island from waikiki. small town vibe. beautiful uncrowded beaches. it was amazing. the last night we were there, we did stay in waikiki though. in an amazing room on the end of the strip closest to diamond head. our room was right on the corner with a complete oceanview. the entire time, i was not carded once. whenever we went out to dinner, bars, even the booze cruise. it was awesome. my mom and i bonded more than ever and it was such a great time. we went to the north shore one of the days to visit old friends from when i was little. we celebrated our friend brisha's son's first birthday on the same lawn i celebrated my 9th birthday on. i can't write detail for detail because there was just so many amazing times while we were there. i can't wait to go back.
i have been drinking entirely too much lately. alot of partying and drinking has been happening, and i'm kind of ashamed that i've taken part in it. not to mention, casey turned 21 four days ago, and this week has included ALOT of drinking. after summer, i'm cutting myself off. i need to focus on priorities and get back into a normal routine.
i don't really know who my true friends are anymore. i mean, i have good friends, but none that i can rely on for certain things and none that i know who have my sincere best interest at heart. it kind of sucks, but it's reality. and about all i'm gonna find in los angeles.
casey and i are more in love than ever before. we've been together for 2 and a half years, and each day spent together gets better and better. we had a falling out for about a month, right after we moved into our apartment. but after lots of honesty, communication, and love we've gotten better and continue to do so. i love casey with all i have to give. he is the most amazing person i have ever met in my entire life. not a day goes by where i am not grateful for having him in my life. i cannot see myself with any other person, ever. he makes me so happy and treats me with so much respect and kindness. i could ramble on for days, but i am just SO SO SO grateful to have him as mine<3
this has probably been one of the longest posts in a while. it's friday the 13th, and casey and i are going out on a date tonight. we're riding bikes down to the beach for the sunset, going out to dinner at one of our favorite sushi spots (kifune), and then who knows what else he has planned! i'm pretty content with where my life is at the moment. and am gonna try to update this thing more often, because it feels good to jot down thoughts and feelings from time to time...
it's already the middle of august, 2010. so much has happened since i last posted.
casey and i live in our own apartment now. my mom kicked us out and we only had a week to find somewhere to live, but we did. and its lovely. casey and i finally have our own place to call home. we have all the furniture we need. all that's left is some decorating. i love coming home to OUR OWN place and doing whatever we please in it. adulthood has officially began, now.
i'm still working at floyds barbershop. my manager is a moron. she's finally pushed every single one of her duties onto me, without raise in pay, while she sits back and complains because she is the biggest hypochondriac i have ever met, and her problems are so much more important than everyone else. aside from her bullshit, i have made some great friends out of my co-workers and made great impressions on so many of our customers. from everyone's view, i am in charge of the shop. i run the shop. it's because of me that everything is running as smooth as it is. i put so much energy into that barbershop, making sure everything is perfect and everyone is happy. i take a lot of pride in what i do. a little appreciation from corporate would make me feel a little better, though.
still not in school. considering my manager at work calls me in a few times a week, i could never have a set schedule. the more time passes, the more i wish i could go back. casey is almost done with his classes and set to get his certificate for graphic design by the end of the year! when he does, and once he finds a good job in the industry, i'm going to cut my hours to part time. that way i'll be able to finally go back to school and become a housewife :) i love staying home while casey is off at work, cleaning the house, and making dinner. it seriously makes me really happy. someday....
my mom took me to hawaii for a week in july. we had SUCH an amazing time! i sincerely did not want to come home. for the first half, we stayed with family friends in kailua. such a beautiful town right on the other side of the island from waikiki. small town vibe. beautiful uncrowded beaches. it was amazing. the last night we were there, we did stay in waikiki though. in an amazing room on the end of the strip closest to diamond head. our room was right on the corner with a complete oceanview. the entire time, i was not carded once. whenever we went out to dinner, bars, even the booze cruise. it was awesome. my mom and i bonded more than ever and it was such a great time. we went to the north shore one of the days to visit old friends from when i was little. we celebrated our friend brisha's son's first birthday on the same lawn i celebrated my 9th birthday on. i can't write detail for detail because there was just so many amazing times while we were there. i can't wait to go back.
i have been drinking entirely too much lately. alot of partying and drinking has been happening, and i'm kind of ashamed that i've taken part in it. not to mention, casey turned 21 four days ago, and this week has included ALOT of drinking. after summer, i'm cutting myself off. i need to focus on priorities and get back into a normal routine.
i don't really know who my true friends are anymore. i mean, i have good friends, but none that i can rely on for certain things and none that i know who have my sincere best interest at heart. it kind of sucks, but it's reality. and about all i'm gonna find in los angeles.
casey and i are more in love than ever before. we've been together for 2 and a half years, and each day spent together gets better and better. we had a falling out for about a month, right after we moved into our apartment. but after lots of honesty, communication, and love we've gotten better and continue to do so. i love casey with all i have to give. he is the most amazing person i have ever met in my entire life. not a day goes by where i am not grateful for having him in my life. i cannot see myself with any other person, ever. he makes me so happy and treats me with so much respect and kindness. i could ramble on for days, but i am just SO SO SO grateful to have him as mine<3
this has probably been one of the longest posts in a while. it's friday the 13th, and casey and i are going out on a date tonight. we're riding bikes down to the beach for the sunset, going out to dinner at one of our favorite sushi spots (kifune), and then who knows what else he has planned! i'm pretty content with where my life is at the moment. and am gonna try to update this thing more often, because it feels good to jot down thoughts and feelings from time to time...