No Need for The Long Walk
first, I want to thank everybody for the last post, the calls, the txts, the comments. it means alot to me. first of all for those who were saying "Get a second opinion"
That part was already done from various cancer specialist throughout the state. This is the only way. It may be a risk but it's the only sure thing once the task has been done.
This past week, i've been having some strange things happening to me. I can't really say much but only two stood out the most.
On wednesday morning while driving to work from Sacramento, I got into a car accident on the 80/580/880 interchange where a semi truck (with no cargo) veered into my lane and caused me to crash into the wall. the airbags knocked me unconcious and I was taken to the hospital. When I woke up, the doctor informed me that if the airbags had hit me on the right side of the forehead (given my current condition with cancer), it would've killed me on impact. something I couldn't have believed and something I couldn't have imagined. I was quite shaken up that day but I'm ok.
on thursday, my building caught on fire. from what I remember, while I was working I heard a loud explosion right near where I was, no more than 5 desk rows away from where I was, and it kind threw me back. myself and my co-workers managed to get out ok. aparently in the break room, a refridgerator short circuited and exploded. nobody was hurt thankfully.
You can imagine what's going on in my head right now, there's justt alot that could stress me out...
but today...something strange happened.
while I was walking down market st in sf, going to work. I waited at a cross walk waiting to cross market & 3rd st. there was a lot of people and alot of cars going through. suddenly I saw this little kid, about maybe 3 years old? come out of nowhere and ran straight through the crosswalk when there was not many cars passing by. I heard a woman scream his name out loud and for some reason I heard voices that told me grab him! without hesitating, I ran into the street, in the corner of my new I saw a car coming right towards him really fast, grabbed the kid and fell into the sidewalk with him as the car came by, barely missing up. it stopped in the middle of the intersection right after the crosswalk, while a couple of cars started hitting the car that had stopped. nobody got hurt thankfully.
when the crosswalk changed, the woman ran over to me while everybody was crowding around, I let go of the kid and the woman held him. everybody around the area helped me up and were patting me on the back saying thank you to me. the woman said "God bless you for saving my son, he could've been killed if you hadn't ran after him!" I told her "I was just doing the right thing, that's all." so the mom hugged me and said God Bless you several times and I started walking away...
when I started walking away from the area, my mind started clearing itself. I thought why are all these things happening? What does all of this mean?
Sometimes I wonder, what is it that life is trying to tell me here?
Time is running out, I must find out the answer for myself.
That part was already done from various cancer specialist throughout the state. This is the only way. It may be a risk but it's the only sure thing once the task has been done.
This past week, i've been having some strange things happening to me. I can't really say much but only two stood out the most.
On wednesday morning while driving to work from Sacramento, I got into a car accident on the 80/580/880 interchange where a semi truck (with no cargo) veered into my lane and caused me to crash into the wall. the airbags knocked me unconcious and I was taken to the hospital. When I woke up, the doctor informed me that if the airbags had hit me on the right side of the forehead (given my current condition with cancer), it would've killed me on impact. something I couldn't have believed and something I couldn't have imagined. I was quite shaken up that day but I'm ok.
on thursday, my building caught on fire. from what I remember, while I was working I heard a loud explosion right near where I was, no more than 5 desk rows away from where I was, and it kind threw me back. myself and my co-workers managed to get out ok. aparently in the break room, a refridgerator short circuited and exploded. nobody was hurt thankfully.
You can imagine what's going on in my head right now, there's justt alot that could stress me out...
but today...something strange happened.
while I was walking down market st in sf, going to work. I waited at a cross walk waiting to cross market & 3rd st. there was a lot of people and alot of cars going through. suddenly I saw this little kid, about maybe 3 years old? come out of nowhere and ran straight through the crosswalk when there was not many cars passing by. I heard a woman scream his name out loud and for some reason I heard voices that told me grab him! without hesitating, I ran into the street, in the corner of my new I saw a car coming right towards him really fast, grabbed the kid and fell into the sidewalk with him as the car came by, barely missing up. it stopped in the middle of the intersection right after the crosswalk, while a couple of cars started hitting the car that had stopped. nobody got hurt thankfully.
when the crosswalk changed, the woman ran over to me while everybody was crowding around, I let go of the kid and the woman held him. everybody around the area helped me up and were patting me on the back saying thank you to me. the woman said "God bless you for saving my son, he could've been killed if you hadn't ran after him!" I told her "I was just doing the right thing, that's all." so the mom hugged me and said God Bless you several times and I started walking away...
when I started walking away from the area, my mind started clearing itself. I thought why are all these things happening? What does all of this mean?
Sometimes I wonder, what is it that life is trying to tell me here?
Time is running out, I must find out the answer for myself.