long and dark
You know, today has been a horrible day. Weird things have happened and I don't feel alright. I'm not sure if I ever will feel alright. I used to be so happy, but now I am too worried, and too concerned to be fine. I also have no one to confide with, and really, no one to talk too. Everything is hitting me so quickly these days and I feel to slow to connect with anything. I really miss just talking to someone, and them understanding you, and even just listening. Friends are nice, but they always have something to say, to fit whatever you said, that gets you off of the point, that no one understands. I just want someone who can care, or who has time to. I just want people I looked up too for years, not to kill themselves. I just want some one to tell these things too. I'm tired of listening to myself. I am really tired of lunches alone, and dinner, so I just wont eat, its healthier that way anyways, -less carbs. I'm really just tired. Goodnight