Eternal Bleakness of the Lonely Soul
It’s been almost four weeks since Lori broke up with me and it’s still difficult getting over the whole thing. I woke up in the middle of the night last night after I had a dream about her. In the dream we had lived together and when she broke up with me I moved out but left all my furniture. I was going through drawers looking for things I had left and she was there. I had to force myself to not think about her, as I tried to get back to sleep.
If you’ve ever seen the movie, “Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind” you might think that I need to use the machine that wipes out memories of an individual person. Jim Carrey and Kate Winslet do this to themselves in an attempt to deal with the pain of a bad breakup. This morning I put the movie in the #1 spot of my Netflix Queue. I wonder if it will help.
I did go on a “date” with someone I met online last night. I had a nice time, but I didn’t feel any chemistry, and I think she felt the same way. We did talk about going out again, but who knows if it was serious talk. I am trying to move on.
If you’ve ever seen the movie, “Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind” you might think that I need to use the machine that wipes out memories of an individual person. Jim Carrey and Kate Winslet do this to themselves in an attempt to deal with the pain of a bad breakup. This morning I put the movie in the #1 spot of my Netflix Queue. I wonder if it will help.
I did go on a “date” with someone I met online last night. I had a nice time, but I didn’t feel any chemistry, and I think she felt the same way. We did talk about going out again, but who knows if it was serious talk. I am trying to move on.