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omg I don't know... Im so confused. I really do want to go back to Uni even though I know im not better, but I just can't stay at home any longer with my parents watching my every move. And im sure they're arguing at the mo, they never do normally arrg its all my fault because theyre worried about me.
I just binged on rich tea biscuits. they weren't even tasty. fuck my life why at the time do I always think... ah it will be ok... coz it fucking wont. I refused dinner last night so parents will not allow me to refuse again tonight so im going to have to make sure im out. Haven't purged in nearly 2weeks but I've got a feeling im about to purge right now. and I've started taking laxatives again. shit im supposed to be getting better... looks like I don't want to yet. meh. but I do.
I make no sense.
also i've run out of my medication so havent taken any for 5days... probs accounts for my mood. oops I better go pick up my prescription.
I just binged on rich tea biscuits. they weren't even tasty. fuck my life why at the time do I always think... ah it will be ok... coz it fucking wont. I refused dinner last night so parents will not allow me to refuse again tonight so im going to have to make sure im out. Haven't purged in nearly 2weeks but I've got a feeling im about to purge right now. and I've started taking laxatives again. shit im supposed to be getting better... looks like I don't want to yet. meh. but I do.
I make no sense.
also i've run out of my medication so havent taken any for 5days... probs accounts for my mood. oops I better go pick up my prescription.