May 19, 2008 15:56
Why are people so mean to me? :/
I miss my Jazzie and she is in sacramento and i'm in berkeley.
Also, I've lost ten pounds. I weigh so much I can't even TELL. I'm trying to lose a hefty sum here and it's going to take a really long time. But I'm eating a lot better and I'm working out every day and it's hard for me when I constantly hear about people commenting about me being fat.
I walk down the street and all I can think about is whether or not the person who just passed me thought "man that girl is FAT"
I would like to think that my weight doesn't define who I am...there are so many positive qualities about me...but when negative things are said about me I in turn become negative too. I can be really negative and rude simply because I'm unhappy with myself, which is in part CAUSED by other people's comments! I would like to write more about this later.
SO CAN PEOPLE PLEASE STOP FUCKING TALKING ABOUT MY FUCKING WEIGHT? K THX