when did i start using this as a journal again?
(as aside: when i type a subject, it pulls up other subjects that i have used in the past. when did i post about a sink with raping attachments? and why? sometimes i frighten myself, you guys.)
so, i should be sleeping. i've been blogging on here for six years, and it's the same damn story- i should be asleep, but i can't shut my brain off, wah wah wah. i'm not even thinking emo thoughts though! i think the last thing that made me open my laptop was a burning need to know what timezone memphis is in. (it's in one that will help me get to the jenny show on time, but which will make the drive back that much more unbearable. sweet.) wait no. i needed to look up lyrics to this jenny song. (i'm in the business of loving you til you choke; it won't make a difference if you do or you don't.)
it won't even matter if i DO fall asleep, since i've been having fucked up dreams again and therefore have not been sleeping well. last night i may or may not have dreamt i was running an orphanage full of jess's friends. they wanted to make lasagna with yogurt instead of pot cheese cos "that's how they do it in amsterdam!" even in my dream, someone pointed out what a miracle it was that i didn't punch someone in the face for that shit! my dreams should not be raising my blood pressure, y'all.
before that, jenny was a vampire. the show did not go so well after i found this out! (sigh.)
(i hope jenny is not a self-googler. or that if she is, that this lj is not high in the results. oh dear- something new to worry about.)
(which led to me googling her to see what's what, which led to me finding a review of the new album on absolutepunk.net. good times!)
ok, i take back that thing about this being a journal again. it is clearly still just a jenny fansite. i'll try to do better come june?
(i love that this song sounds like an indie rock sea shanty ♥)
so, i should be sleeping. i've been blogging on here for six years, and it's the same damn story- i should be asleep, but i can't shut my brain off, wah wah wah. i'm not even thinking emo thoughts though! i think the last thing that made me open my laptop was a burning need to know what timezone memphis is in. (it's in one that will help me get to the jenny show on time, but which will make the drive back that much more unbearable. sweet.) wait no. i needed to look up lyrics to this jenny song. (i'm in the business of loving you til you choke; it won't make a difference if you do or you don't.)
it won't even matter if i DO fall asleep, since i've been having fucked up dreams again and therefore have not been sleeping well. last night i may or may not have dreamt i was running an orphanage full of jess's friends. they wanted to make lasagna with yogurt instead of pot cheese cos "that's how they do it in amsterdam!" even in my dream, someone pointed out what a miracle it was that i didn't punch someone in the face for that shit! my dreams should not be raising my blood pressure, y'all.
before that, jenny was a vampire. the show did not go so well after i found this out! (sigh.)
(i hope jenny is not a self-googler. or that if she is, that this lj is not high in the results. oh dear- something new to worry about.)
(which led to me googling her to see what's what, which led to me finding a review of the new album on absolutepunk.net. good times!)
ok, i take back that thing about this being a journal again. it is clearly still just a jenny fansite. i'll try to do better come june?
(i love that this song sounds like an indie rock sea shanty ♥)