I HAVE TOO MANY THINGS TO DO, AUGH!
Months and months of studying and it's all coming to this! My entrance exams and interviews are all in the next two weeks! Aaaaah! I seriously have to get into somewhere decent. I don't know what I do if I don't pass! Oh that is not a useful train of thought!
Cram school, cram school, entrance exam, cram school, entrance exam, entrance exam, interview, interview, study study study, and then three more interviews the next week and two more exams. I think I signed up for way too much. I am so unfocused! I'm sure if my parents were more traditional they'd be yelling at me right now. I don't even know what I was thinking, trying to get into Tokyo University. I mean, sure, while I'm here, I guess I may as well try, but dear God! I am never going to pass! I went to school in EUROPE for God's sake I would have to get like 100% on that exam for them to even consider it. I really hope the people who mark these exams don't remember me if I ever have to apply again. Augh! The thought of doing this for another year is awful. I need to get in somewhere. Somewhere! Let me get into an art school at least!
That's pretty much my whole life right now. I'm not taking any visitors, or visiting anybody- just making sure to study all day and get 9 hours a night. And try to find time for eating. Convenience store meals, yay. Oh I miss the days when I didn't have my own place and it felt like I had tons of disposable income. Now I'm barely scraping. But don't tell my mom that or she'll start sending me food and I don't have a very big fridge.
I think somewhere between when all my exams are done and the results are in I'll have a party. Anybody want in?
Cram school, cram school, entrance exam, cram school, entrance exam, entrance exam, interview, interview, study study study, and then three more interviews the next week and two more exams. I think I signed up for way too much. I am so unfocused! I'm sure if my parents were more traditional they'd be yelling at me right now. I don't even know what I was thinking, trying to get into Tokyo University. I mean, sure, while I'm here, I guess I may as well try, but dear God! I am never going to pass! I went to school in EUROPE for God's sake I would have to get like 100% on that exam for them to even consider it. I really hope the people who mark these exams don't remember me if I ever have to apply again. Augh! The thought of doing this for another year is awful. I need to get in somewhere. Somewhere! Let me get into an art school at least!
That's pretty much my whole life right now. I'm not taking any visitors, or visiting anybody- just making sure to study all day and get 9 hours a night. And try to find time for eating. Convenience store meals, yay. Oh I miss the days when I didn't have my own place and it felt like I had tons of disposable income. Now I'm barely scraping. But don't tell my mom that or she'll start sending me food and I don't have a very big fridge.
I think somewhere between when all my exams are done and the results are in I'll have a party. Anybody want in?