Nov 21, 2006 23:57
I want to be recognized as being really gorgeous.
I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY NOONE WILL DO THAT.
Tyler thinks I'm just as pretty as his ex girlfriend, I know it. I know he thinks she's prettier because she has bigger boobs. I know he thinks my boobs are insufficient.
He also doesn't think I'm pretty because I have thick eyebrows that need waxing, and I have terrible skin.
He only likes me because I have an interesting personality.
He thought I looked good on Saturday even though I did nothing different. He acted like it was some goddamn fucking miracle. I know he thinks I'm hideous. In the end, he concluded it was the weed thinking the way he was- not him.
I'm not ugly, but noone else agrees with me. Everyone sees me as this hideous, fat, acne infested, gross thing. It's so sad. I wish everyone would think I'm pretty and thin. But everyone thinks I'm ugly and fat, I know it.