May 11, 2006 12:42
I was listening to Oasis when Blair dumped me,
the song has stuck to me ever since.
Play count within the last couple days: 279.
Hopefully I'll let this go soon.
This is why I didn't want to get involved in this,
I didn't want attatchment.
But at the same time,
I wanted to know what love was,
I wanted to know why people wrote about it,
why people sang about it, and danced to it,
and were enthralled and wrapped up in it's grasp.
Not like what I'd experienced before with other losers.
Something tangible.
Something so real it was indescribable.
On the bright side, this is a good motivation to lose weight.
I'm so sad, I've become physcially sick over it.