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Not too many people still check my livejournal basically because everyones life has been devoured by myspace. but i am a hypocrite. i have one. so basically my point is i can say what i want now and not have to worry. so basically......im writing to myself. which is pretty pathetic if you think about it. its 10 o clock on a monday night, i have 3 tests tomorrow....and im updating a myspace. yes. i need a life. or something to vent out on. and hope that someone will take a glimpse at it. maybe no one will. i dont really care.
i like paul alot. i can say what i want about him cause he doesnt know i have this. at least i dont think so. well yes id like for him to ask me out because ive never had anyone like him. he means alot to me to all of you lucky people reading. so basicallyyyy im hooked. i dont stop thinking about him. i kinda have been wanting this sort of thing for a while. so im deliriously happy. i dont know what else to write about. maybe more stuff on how i need to get a life. actually im always hella busy so maybe this is an escape. im very disappointed in myself. i have grown to be one of the million of people who cant live with out american idol. its rather upsetting. i don t like to follow the crowd but apparently i am hooked...once again.
i hope he kisses me. i want him to hold me. i dont like it when guys dont hold you when they kiss you. i feel like then they are just using. vinny never held me. but then again that was the situation. if he doesnt hold me then it will be weird. cause i like to be touched. like that at least.
i like paul alot. i can say what i want about him cause he doesnt know i have this. at least i dont think so. well yes id like for him to ask me out because ive never had anyone like him. he means alot to me to all of you lucky people reading. so basicallyyyy im hooked. i dont stop thinking about him. i kinda have been wanting this sort of thing for a while. so im deliriously happy. i dont know what else to write about. maybe more stuff on how i need to get a life. actually im always hella busy so maybe this is an escape. im very disappointed in myself. i have grown to be one of the million of people who cant live with out american idol. its rather upsetting. i don t like to follow the crowd but apparently i am hooked...once again.
i hope he kisses me. i want him to hold me. i dont like it when guys dont hold you when they kiss you. i feel like then they are just using. vinny never held me. but then again that was the situation. if he doesnt hold me then it will be weird. cause i like to be touched. like that at least.