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xEmoxLilxKidx (5:41:49 PM): Tom sighed as he fell back on the couch. He hadn't spoken to his brother in a few days, mostly just spent the days walking around town avoiding him. On the plus side, he only got high once in the last few days, and right now, was oky, not withdrawing and not high. And he was simply to tired of town to go walking around it anymore.
billgasms (5:52:30 PM): Bill had been avoiding his brother, like he knew Tom was avoiding him. He had kept himself holed up in his bedroom, only leaving to use the bathroom and shower. He hadn't eaten at all since the fight, and the pains in his stomach were bad enough to make him cry. So he forced himself out of the bedroom to get food, stopping when he saw Tom right there on the couch. He wanted to say something, he had a lot he wanted to say, but he could barely think, so he went to get food first.
xEmoxLilxKidx (6:22:24 PM): Tom eyed Bill as he saw his twin walk into the kitchen, shaking his head and looking away. Why did he decide to stay home. That was probab;y the stupidest idea he'd made the alst few days. Well, other then fighting with Bill in the first place. He looked at the TV and turned it on with the remote he found on the couch and flipped threw the cannels to keep himself occupied.
billgasms (6:30:04 PM): Bill looked around the fridge for a little bit, not finding anything that interested him in the least bit. So he came back out into the living room and sat down on the far end of the couch, as far away from Tom as he could be, and watched the TV as Tom channel surfed, being as quiet as possible.
xEmoxLilxKidx (6:30:07 PM): The silence was awkward between them. Tom never did well with awkwardness. So he stopped channel surfing and left it on nickalodian where Fairly Odd Parents were play. Tugging on one of his dreds he simply said, "Hey..." without looking at Bill.
billgasms (6:32:49 PM): "Hi." Bill replied, pulling his knees up to his chest, on the couch, hugging them closer, trying to make the noises from his stomach stop. "How's it going?" he asked, not sure if he was ready to talk to Tom seriously.
xEmoxLilxKidx (6:32:54 PM): "It goes..." Tom said, trying to keep his attention on Cosmo freaking out over some toilet thing. He could hear Bill's stomach growling and shook his head, ""You should eat something..."
billgasms (6:38:56 PM): Bill nodded slowly, "Yeah, I will." he lied, rolling his eyes lightly at what was on the TV. "Tom. This is stupid."
xEmoxLilxKidx (6:38:49 PM): "Sure is," TOm agreed but didn't change the channel, "Go get some damn food before you're sotmach eats itself." He said noticing the lie in his brothers voice.
billgasms (6:40:45 PM): "Not until we talk." he said, snatching the remote from his brother, turning the TV off, and sitting on the remote so Tom couldn't get it.
xEmoxLilxKidx (6:40:30 PM): Tom wrinkled his nose and finally looked at Bill once the TV was no longer on and he couldn't pretend to be intrested in it, "Talk about what?"
billgasms (6:43:02 PM): "Don't play dumb. We have to talk about the shit that's been going on. Your drugs. The addiction. The fighting. All of it, all of the shit." he said.
xEmoxLilxKidx (6:43:02 PM): Tom rubbed the back of his neck as he looked away, "Why can't we just forget about all of that, Billy?"
billgasms (6:45:03 PM): "Because it's going to keep happening, and I'll end up with no hair and I'll die from not eating. You're killing me."
xEmoxLilxKidx (6:45:44 PM): "Bill, don't say that." Tom said pulling his own knees to his chest, "It's my problem. Not you'res."
billgasms (6:51:04 PM): "No. It's my problem too. I know you've got the drugs, and where you keep them. I know you do them, and I even see you do them. Giving them to you was more than I could take, and I'll never forgive myself for enabling you. You're my twin brother, and I love you. I'm not going to let you die from this. But you can't pretend it's not happing. And neither can I."
xEmoxLilxKidx (6:52:14 PM): "Bill, I asked you too. I needed youtoo. You don't know how much it hurt.... I wanted to die from that pain, Billy." Tom said shaking his head, "None of it is your fault... And I won't die from it as long as I'm careful..."
billgasms (6:54:34 PM): "No, Tom. Stop being so God damn ignorant. You WILL die from it. Maybe not tomorrow, maybe not a month from now, or even a year. But you will. Is that what you want Tom, do you want to die?"
xEmoxLilxKidx (6:55:38 PM): "That's rediculas, Bill. No I don't want to die. If I did I would be dead." He said sighing and haking his head, "Billy... I do't know how to stop it..."
billgasms (6:57:59 PM): "You better fucking try. I'll help you do it. You can get through the pain. But you have to stop all of this shit. You don't need it. You say you did it because I left and wasn't there? Well, I'm here now. You don't need it. Tell me you don't need it."
xEmoxLilxKidx (7:22:18 PM): "I... I can't..." He started rather quietly. He did need them, didn't he? He lived off of them for ages now. Getting high off of one thing for another rather then eating. Cutting himself for the rush. Time went by fast when he was high, and he didn't want to come down before. But Bill was right... he started becuase he didn't have him anymore. And now he did... he did't really have an excuse to keep with the drugs anymore. Other then the simple fact he was addicted. "You... you're right... I don't... don't need it..."
billgasms (7:26:03 PM): A smile flicked across Bill's face. "Good, Tomi, that's really good. You need to throw all the drugs you have here away. All of them, and don't lie to me and keep the stuff I don't know about hidden, okay? This isn't just for me, it's for you Tom, you'll hurt me, but most importantly yourself, if you lie. Go get all the drugs, Tomi." he said, pointing towards Tom's bedroom.
xEmoxLilxKidx (7:25:55 PM): Tom whimpered and put his head in his knees, "All of them? The pills and weed too?" He asked, his voice mumbled betwen his legs and didn't look at Bill.
billgasms (7:28:14 PM): "Everything, Tom. Go get every single drug you have, and throw it away. Come on, let's go." he said, pushing himself off the couch, taking Tom's hand to pull him towards his room.
xEmoxLilxKidx (7:30:44 PM): Tom followed obediantly, holding onto Bill's hand as they entered his room. He went to his drawer first and pulled out the weed and pill bottles he had in there and set them on his dresser. He had stopped hiding ther herion there after Bill took it the first time. He moved over to his closet and opened it, reaching on his toes for the shelf and into a box before pulling out a few white bags and some needles. Careful not to poke himself with any of it. Gathering up the rest of the drugs, the already rolled joints and blunts he had in his dresser-side table too and held them allout for Bill to take. That was harder then anything, giving them to his brother and knowing that he didn't have a release anymore.
billgasms (7:34:03 PM): Bill took everything out of Tom's hands. "Come with me." he ordered, and walked away, and into the bathroom. He waited for Tom, and then he dropped all of the joints and any weed into the toilet. Then he opened the little bags, and poured all of the heroin out, and then finally opened the pill bottles, pouring them into the toilet last. "Flush the toilet Tom."
xEmoxLilxKidx (7:34:51 PM): Tom couldn't watch as Bill carelessly dropped everything into the water like it was something easy for him to do. Then he had to remind himself, Bill wasn't the one with the addiction, he was. He shook his head when Bill told him to flush it, "I can't..."
billgasms (7:37:10 PM): "It's not like you can take any of that now anyway, just flush the damn toilet Tom. Get it over with. So you can have a new beginning. Flush it right now."
xEmoxLilxKidx (7:38:17 PM): Tom was almost scared at the tone in Bill's voice, Bill was never ever that serious. With a sigh and a shaky hand, Tom flushed it all down, holding back a flinch seeing everything dissappear.
billgasms (7:40:30 PM): Bill smiled, and gave Tom an encouraging hug. "Good job, Tom. Now I need you to do something else. Get all of your money, and bring it to me."
xEmoxLilxKidx (7:41:31 PM): Tom looked at his brother as if he were mental, "What? Why would I give you my money too? I just got rid of everything I had!"
billgasms (7:43:21 PM): "So you can't buy more drugs. Go get your money Tom." he said, looking his brother directly in the eye. "Right now."
xEmoxLilxKidx (7:43:59 PM): Tom stomped his foot stubbornly, "It's like you don't trust me!" He whined as he walked away and went back into his room to get his cash. He had just taken a bunch out to buy more weed later that day once he called the guy.
billgasms (7:46:03 PM): "To be honest, right now I don't. If you're trustworthy, then I'll give the money back." he told him, pocketing the money Tom pulled out. "Is that all of it?"
xEmoxLilxKidx (7:49:04 PM): Tom nodded and sighed, "Yeah... thats all of it. Six hundred fucking dollars right there." He muttered leaning against his dresser and pulling his hat over his eyes.
billgasms (7:53:13 PM): Bill smiled, satisfied. "Good job, Tomi. Now, do you want to go out and do something fun?"
xEmoxLilxKidx (7:53:17 PM): Tom looked over at his brother, letting his hands fal back to his sides, "Like what?"
billgasms (7:55:17 PM): "I dunno, we could go to the park and swing, or we could go shopping. Or we could go to the grocery store. Or something else, whatever you want!"
xEmoxLilxKidx (7:55:38 PM): "You said you'd eat after we talked. We talked. I got rid of everything. I want you to eat now."He said, ignoring the to trie fact that he hadn't eaten in day either.
billgasms (7:57:28 PM): "There isn't anything to eat. I'm not hungry anyway, it doesn't matter. Let's go do something fun."
xEmoxLilxKidx (8:01:45 PM): Tom rolled his eyes, "Alright, what's is fun nowa days to you, Bill?" He asked with a soft laugh escaping from him.
billgasms (8:03:51 PM): "I just listed what I do for fun. I like to go to the park and swing, go shopping, or go to the grocery store....except I'm not hungry so we won't do that."
xEmoxLilxKidx (8:03:42 PM): "Let's go to the park." Tom said noding slightly. Shopping really wasn't his thing as it was Bill's. And the thought of geting food right now made him want to throw up.
billgasms (8:06:20 PM): "Oh goodie. You can push me on the swing!" he said happily, clapping his hands a little bit. "And we could play kitties!"
xEmoxLilxKidx (8:05:33 PM): Tom laughed and smiled for the first time in days at Bill, "Billy, kitties? are you kidding me?"
billgasms (8:07:09 PM): Bill pouted, "Why would I be kidding you?" he asked.
xEmoxLilxKidx (8:06:23 PM): Tom shook his head and grabbed Bill's hand, "How do you play 'kitties at a park?"
billgasms (8:08:39 PM): Bill giggled and squeezed his hand, "I dunno. You just pretend you're a kitty, and then you like...act like a kitty?"
xEmoxLilxKidx (8:08:50 PM): "How about I just push you on the swing?" Tom offered, not really wanting to act like a cat in the middle of the damn park
billgasms (8:10:37 PM): "But it's more fun if you play kitty while you're swinging, Tomi." he said.
xEmoxLilxKidx (8:14:21 PM): "Well then you can play kitty while I push you on the swing. Like when we were little, right?" He asked, grinning at his broher as he locked the door behind them.
billgasms (8:19:38 PM): "Okay fine, I'll be Billy kitten on a swing, and you can just be regular Tom pushing Billy kitten. Like when we were little, minus the kitty thing. That would have been awesome, though." he giggled.
xEmoxLilxKidx (8:20:01 PM): Tom laghed at him, walking out of the building still holding his brothers hand, "I do't remember such a love for cats when we were little." He said.
billgasms (8:22:03 PM): "I hate cats. But they're pretty. And I'm pretty too, so why shouldn't I pretend to be a kitty? Johnny said I reminded him of a kitty anyway." he said, swinging their hands back and forth.
xEmoxLilxKidx (8:22:56 PM): "Johnny? Who's that?" Tom asked, riasing a brow at his twin. He thought Bill had mentioned everyone.
billgasms (8:24:50 PM): "Just this guy, we...he's a friend." he decided. "Johnny said Im just like a cat."
xEmoxLilxKidx (8:24:24 PM): "Nah, I don't like cats much. So you're deffently better then one." He though for a moment before laughing, "You screwed him, didn't you?"
billgasms (8:26:43 PM): "Just once! Or twice...three times. That's beside the point anyway, he's a friend, Tomi." he said, sticking his tongue out at him.
xEmoxLilxKidx (8:26:04 PM): Tom laughed and stuck his tongue back out at Bill, "You need to learn to keep it in your pants, Kitty-cat."
billgasms (8:28:21 PM): "I keep it my pants just fine, Tomi, thanks." he said, yanking on his hand.
xEmoxLilxKidx (8:28:13 PM): "Sure ya do." Tom said, letitng himslef be pulled by his twin, "You've probab;y had sex here more times then I've done drugs."
billgasms (8:30:13 PM): "Shut up." he said shortly, dropping Tom's hand, "I'm not a slut."
xEmoxLilxKidx (8:39:59 PM): "I wasn't calling you a slut, Billy." Tom said looking at him seriously, "If I was I would have said that."
billgasms (8:41:43 PM): "Then you're calling me a sex addict." he said, crossing his arms over his chest.
xEmoxLilxKidx (8:42:03 PM): "Yeah, pretty much." Tom said with a nod, "Notthat there is anything wrong with being addicted to sex."
billgasms (8:43:52 PM): "I am not addicted to sex, Tom." he said, rolling his eyes.
xEmoxLilxKidx (8:43:52 PM): "Sure you are, Billy." Tom said smiling at his brother, "But we can fight forever on that. At least its safer then drugs, yanno."
billgasms (8:45:50 PM): "You're just mad 'cause I get more action then you do." he teased, sticking his tongue at his brother again before running off towards the park.
xEmoxLilxKidx (8:46:15 PM): Tom followed him, holding up his pants as they threatened to slip off of his hips when he ran, "You fucking loser! I am SO not jealous of you!"
billgasms (8:48:14 PM): "Yeeeeeeah you are!" he laughed, plopping himself down on his favorite swing. "All over your face, Tomi, I see all!"
xEmoxLilxKidx (8:53:12 PM): Tom stopped infront of his twin and stuck his tongue out at him, "You're seeing nothing, you loser."
billgasms (8:55:05 PM): Bill reached forward and yanked on Tom's pants. "I see your underpants!" he squealed, laughing.
xEmoxLilxKidx (8:55:36 PM): "Billy!" Tom squeaked pulling away from his brother and slapping at his hands, "Stop it." He said laughing and moving behind him to psh him.
billgasms (8:57:47 PM): Bill giggled, his head falling back to look up at Tom. "Meow." he said.
xEmoxLilxKidx (8:57:41 PM): Tom kissed Bill's forehead, laughing lightly as he pushed his back to start his twin moving on the swing.