May 21, 2004 23:21
well the band sounded good at the concert ...the colorgaurd is another story, almost everyone made some sort of mistake, myself included. on top of the some lady yelled at me b/c i was in charge of controling traffic in and out of the auditorium. then we went out and this girl who's friends with one of my best friends made stupid comments all night about stuff that directly affects me , but i couldn;t say anyhting cause my friend would have gotten mad, so i bit my tongue. then, to top it all off my friend is now mad at me b/c our band director and i scheduled next weeks practices but noone told her so she scheduled work and now can't go and this is all somehow my fault even though it was raelly the directors fault b/c she wanted it then i just told her i couldn;t go later. but whatever, now i;m sitting at home with all this pent up frustration and anger and guilt and whatever else anyone can throw into the mix and i can;t talk to brian about it b/c he;s not here and i can;t call his house...grrr