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In my last entry i complained about lil hortie, and rightly so ; we were haveing an argument type deal. But we talked about it and i understand now why he reacts the way he does when i agitate him. ANYWAYS .... i;ve made a decision, and its the most important one i;ve ever made i think... Hortie came over today and we were hanging out and i looked at him and he had that goofy look guys get when they're looking at u . i can;t explain it unless i;s happened to you.but i know more than just him do it i;ve seen other guys do it to other girls. anyways, i looked up at him and he was just looking at me and i honestly fell in love, like i;ve had unexplaineable feelings for him for a long time , but i donlt know what it was about this time it just did me in. anways i couldn;t help myself the first thing that came to mind was i wanna spend forever with him, and once i caught my breath i told him that one day i was gonna marry him and that nothing would ever change that. but i donlt know what it was about this time it just felt right, all of it did. all he could do was smile at me, and i looked into his eyes and knew he knew i was serious. its a wonderful feeling to find the person your going to spend forever with, it realy is. I LOVE HIM SOOOOO MUCH!!!!...