Haven't posted in forever.  Not that it matters, no one is probably going to read this anyhow.  But, anyway, was reading my last entry and realized how far I've come since then, even though not much time has passed.  I'm not a music major anymore, for many good and sane reasons.  Mostly because God was leading me in a different direction.  I'm so ( Read more... )

I can't believe my first year of college is coming to an end.  It's crazy, and scary.  Lot's of things going on.  My parents are...well.  I won't be living at home for a while.  I'm moving in with Kate when the semester is over.  Jeff is going into the airforce.  Which is great for him, but a bit scary for me.  We plan to get married within the ( Read more... )

Oh my.  It's been way too long since I've updated this.  That's what happens when you go off to college I guess.  So many things have changed since I graduated high school, it's wierd.  I don't have that job anymore...and I'm glad too.  Being a music major is a job in itself.  Seriously.  Practicing clarinet and piano, doing music theory homework, ( Read more... )

I changed around the colors of my layout.  I like it much better now.  Yay ( Read more... )

So, it's June now.  My job hunt has been unsuccessful thus far.  Which has been making me feel a bit dissapointed.  But, God is good, and I'm doing my best to trust that He will work it out ( Read more... )

Yay!  I made it into FGCU!  Yay!  And, I got a scholarship, yay!  I figured the world might want to know this information, since I haven't updated in the longest while.  I am having some very strange cravings today.  That sounds funny, cravings.  I crave a pen and paper...I haven't written in the longest time.  I'm beginning to miss it.  I also ( Read more... )

Why am I so excited? Well, a few days ago, on Saturday, I auditioned for a music scholarship at FGCU. Now, I had been preparing and anticipating this audition for several months. When the day finally came, I was pretty excited, and pretty nervous. I tried really hard to keep my nerves down by eating, and relaxing, and praying. So, I finally get out ( Read more... )

I feel so relieved. I was all stressed and worried about applying for college. For some reason I (along with many others) had this notion in my head that I had to actually take the SAT before applying for any colleges. Wrong! My english teacher said today that you can apply ahead of time and just let the college know the date that you are going ( Read more... )

It seems funny to write about my week when it is only tuesday. Oh well. It doesn't matter really. I've been struggling lately. There are so many things swimming around in my head. I can hardly keep track of where I am. Yet, at the same time I'm so glad to be alive. I know I'm not having the best week. I almost feel like I'm on a ( Read more... )

Most people think being a senior is so great. They think seniors have it easy. Ha! Think again. Lately I almost wish I wasn't a senior. There are way too many things to pay for. I haven't even taken my SAT's or ACT's...which is bad. So I can't apply for college yet, which is also bad. Because if I want to get a decent scholarship I need to ( Read more... )