the tears arent coming from my eyes...
the tears are coming from my heart. my heart has broken & the tears are spilling out. i thought i could do it but i dont know if i can. i loved him, i loved him a lot. he was the best thing that has ever happened to me. he taught me to feel again. glen & i broke up yesterday. bc his dad basically has declared that for an indefinite time, he is only allowed to do things school or work related & yah, i dont fall into either catergory. & he doesnt want me to wait til its all over bc he says it wont be worth it plus hes not sure he could wait for that long. so yah, i guess its a good thing i never told my parents... im sad tho bc i really really liked him. i still do & its gunna be a while before i can move on. i really thought that he was the one i was gunna spend the rest of my life with, but i guess not. sigh, so disregard all those posts about how wonderful he is...cause they dont matter anymore. i still love him & this is the hardest breakup ive had. *sigh* note to everyone: guys are icki, dont ever get one. & if you already have one, drop them as fast as possible!