oy vey...

[banderchick]

Man, today sure has been an interesting day. I feel like I'm riding a big pendulum. Swinging back and forth between being incredibly overwhelmed by life and scared and feeling like a failure, to feeling hopeful and energized and feeling like God will help me get through and maybe even thrive instead of just survive. I guess I'll explain a little

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[idonthavaclu]

steph! omg i have ONE HUGE word of advice for you! NEVER EVER be afraid to ask questions!!!!! i constantly ask my managers questions, and while you might think you're annoying them when they're busy, trust me, they would much rather you ask them and get it right then do it wrong. because if you do it wrong cuz you were afraid to ask, then you or they will just have to do it all over again and the question will take a lot less time than re-doing something. trust me on this. it's totally expected of you to have a lot of questions in the first month or two while ur adjusting, but once you do it a few times you should have it down. at least thats how i am.

but anyway, dont feel like a failure. i know you dont really like it but just keep trying ur best and hey good luck with the job at church! and hey, you can always keep looking for something else. i think i'm just gonna stick it out at enp for a year and maybe try for grad school in a year. again. lol. thats my plan. and you know i'm still with you on the mundane life thing gettin me down... i feel ya sister.