C-man #2
Thanks for the flowers, kiddo. They're cute and they smell really nice.
This time it's the SGA boy. Apparently I said something I didn't mean to because I got flowers this afternoon that say "I'm very sorry." That means the asking out part is coming, I'm assumin. The second time in two weeks! WTC, mate!?!?! Why?! He's a wonderful kid and all. Very nice. Very not my style. Why can't a guy I like ever like me at the same time? Why INTBA boy? Why SGA boy? Why not FBT? Why didn't I get this out of my system in high school? The boys who've liked me or at least were willing to go on a date with me: Pat Reed, Brett, Michael Schiff, John, INTBA Boy, and now SGA boy? Wtc, mate? At least now I'm brave enough to say that I'm not interested... But ugh. I was all excited because they called to say I had flowers... (even if they do look like get-well flowers) and I'm almost flattered and all that a boy would take time out of his day to buy and deliver flowers to me, but... ! I've never had so many boys after me in my entire life as I have in the past two weeks... Arr arr arr. I don't know what I'm feeling. Frustrated. Nervous. Upset. Amused. Crappy. Embarassed. I dunno. A little bit of everything.
What am I doing now that I wasn't doing in HS? Cause I need to find out and stop so that I would have to keep turning guys down because it makes me feel bad everytime. It's hard even when you don't really have feelings for the kid, and it shouldn't be. Arr arr arr. Life is rough sometimes.
This time it's the SGA boy. Apparently I said something I didn't mean to because I got flowers this afternoon that say "I'm very sorry." That means the asking out part is coming, I'm assumin. The second time in two weeks! WTC, mate!?!?! Why?! He's a wonderful kid and all. Very nice. Very not my style. Why can't a guy I like ever like me at the same time? Why INTBA boy? Why SGA boy? Why not FBT? Why didn't I get this out of my system in high school? The boys who've liked me or at least were willing to go on a date with me: Pat Reed, Brett, Michael Schiff, John, INTBA Boy, and now SGA boy? Wtc, mate? At least now I'm brave enough to say that I'm not interested... But ugh. I was all excited because they called to say I had flowers... (even if they do look like get-well flowers) and I'm almost flattered and all that a boy would take time out of his day to buy and deliver flowers to me, but... ! I've never had so many boys after me in my entire life as I have in the past two weeks... Arr arr arr. I don't know what I'm feeling. Frustrated. Nervous. Upset. Amused. Crappy. Embarassed. I dunno. A little bit of everything.
What am I doing now that I wasn't doing in HS? Cause I need to find out and stop so that I would have to keep turning guys down because it makes me feel bad everytime. It's hard even when you don't really have feelings for the kid, and it shouldn't be. Arr arr arr. Life is rough sometimes.