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Victoria's description on me. "She has a crush on a boy who is oblivious to the world of dating."
I like that phrasing because it makes it seem like he's not oblivious to me, just oblivious to the idea or prospect of dating. And that may not be the case, but I like that wording. Other than that though, her comment/entry made me realize how selfish I am. I am so selfish and I have no right to be. I, in no way, have the right to ask him to like me in any way other than a platonic way. I should be, and am, extremely thankful to have him as a friend. And as hard as I find it to sit here and only be a friend to him, I'm blessed/lucky/whateveryouwanttocallit that I am his friend and have had the chance to grow closer to him. And that's more than I should have ever asked for. He's a wonderful person and he makes an amazing friend and any person would be lucky to even know him.... Ugh. Why is this SO hard to let go of?!
I like that phrasing because it makes it seem like he's not oblivious to me, just oblivious to the idea or prospect of dating. And that may not be the case, but I like that wording. Other than that though, her comment/entry made me realize how selfish I am. I am so selfish and I have no right to be. I, in no way, have the right to ask him to like me in any way other than a platonic way. I should be, and am, extremely thankful to have him as a friend. And as hard as I find it to sit here and only be a friend to him, I'm blessed/lucky/whateveryouwanttocallit that I am his friend and have had the chance to grow closer to him. And that's more than I should have ever asked for. He's a wonderful person and he makes an amazing friend and any person would be lucky to even know him.... Ugh. Why is this SO hard to let go of?!